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2008-01-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

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My New Bloggie!!!! I wont be using this bloggie anymore.. so please relink me!!

N73

2007-12-27T18:33:00.000+08:00

N73 I really have to thank baby for allowing me to use his N73! Well.. thanks to his NS that he see no reason of having sucha wonderful phone of 3.2mp and truckloads of songs.. and of course.. ME.. being the Giok Sai girl.. I dun mind using sucha wonderful phone. And.. I'm really lazy to upload photos from camera. Imagine all the chores I have to do before sharing with everyone. I need to like.. resize a few hundred photos and I'm really really.. a very LAZY girl. This camera is way too COOL!

Well.. my cranky photo taking session took place today when I'm really feeling so very bored. Was clearing up my cabinets today and thats when I realise.. I have WAY TOO MUCH PERFUME! Well.. there's 3 ladies in the TAN FAMILY so that somehow explains everything!

Check this out.. I have got 2 bottles of Victoria's Secret and a tube of Lotion shimmers, Davidoff, Gucci and so many more! HOW TO USE FINISH!

these are the few perfumes which are my beloved. I love them not because of the scent ( though they smell nice) but because they are given by my love ones. Dior was bought by my dad, Sarah Jessica Parker was from Huifang, DKNY was from baby and the other 2 was from my previous company.

These are the facial products that I'm currently using. The laneige yogurt mask could not be bought in spore.. so peeps who are going HK.. please BUY FOR ME!!!

I bought this hair product when I was in HK. Well.. its some hair treatment thing which I will probably used it when I have got alot of free time in the toilet. I have to leave it on my hair for more than 5 mins on a dampen hair. Hair will feel really soft and straight after that but the colour of the cream looks like phelgm. But I still love this alot.. and its so worth the price lar.. I bought it at $8 for this fat tub.

Alright.. enough of introducing my cheap products. Off to watch my 7pm show! *lurves*

Photos!

2007-12-26T22:10:00.001+08:00

I thank u babes for bringing such a joyful festive this year! More to come ok? I really HEART u both!! MmmmmmmmUuuuuuuuAaaaaaCccccKkkkkkkkkzzzZZzz!!!!!

My new fren! Got to know her at the party. Fun knowing her! Hahahah!

Boyfriend with his shang babes. Well.. its not everyone that I allow to let my bf take photos with.. SO GIRLs.. enjoy!!!

Me with Ah fang!! ERh.. sorry.. very random photos which I grab from Lisa!

I post this up because .. I find that Lisa camera can make someone younger 10 years! SEE... JUST LOOK AT SYL!!!

WElL.. I look so shock with this gift! Pretty like this photo though!! heehhe! And its me n my dearest baby!! I LOVE U!!!

Bloggies!

2007-12-26T17:30:00.000+08:00

Its a saturday filled by short sweetness. It first started out with lunch at Crawford Place. Had Bak Chor Mee at cost $5 (The min. is $4) and it taste Puuurrrffeecct! The vinegar is woo lala!

I really dun mind going back there again. It was shifted from Marina Square(b4 it renovated) to here! And the queue is ALWAYS that long.

Then off to Suntec Toys'ras to get daddy's toy. YES.. the rubix Cube. He has been telling us stories that he couldnt solve it back in the 80s! hahaha! So... see how happy he is when he manage to get hold of it!

Hahaha... Thats my dad and my sis! Apparently, the whole family went to toys'ras to get daddy's toy!

Daddy then drove me to baby's place. And we both drove down to town to get presents for his mum bday gift. Bought a Braun Buffel wallet set.

Took some pictures of the car cause in about a week or so.. this car will fly to Africa already. And I will get to sit the new Toyota WISHIE! REally cant wait to get my ass sat on that luxarious MPV car but of course.. I do miss this Kia too! Though it used to give us ALOT of gear problem and car not starting.. but at least it was that car that help baby to get me. Like.. sending me to town, bringing me out for movies, queuing up for donuts and sending to my place and coming in the wee hrs to comfort me after a huge mess I made with my ex.. and yar.. MORE! Really miss this car loads.. SAYONARA to my dearest Kia! And.. hehe.. welcome Wishie to the Lee family! *can't wait*

Alright! X'mas was really spend very wisely. Gab.. u did a very good job in holding this party. The cans of snow flakes and spray was used up very very WISELY! I really enjoyed myself super much and I'm sure everyone that went enjoy themselves too! Was very surprise to receive some very nice gifts. Felt rather bad when I gave them none and they gave me something.

Ok.. I first start with 23rd Dec where the 3 hot babes met up together for PRE X'mas day. We met up at Cafe cartel with our glam dressing cause we are gonna exchange $100 presents. We were very happy with the gifts we bought for each other actually but we were even happier to see a wide smile on everyone's faces.

Yea.. A evidence of Huifang very LAST MIN xmas wishing for me! Oh.. before I carry on.. the gift exchange procedure is like this.. Lisa suppose to buy for HF, Hf suppose to buy for me and I'm suppose to buy for Lisa (GET IT?).

SEe how happy both of them were! We just cant wait to rip off those wrapping papers actually! Well.. apparently.. I was the only one bother to get wrapping papers and wrap myself.

Oh.. and thats me with the MOST EXPENSIVE GIFT that huifang got for me! Ah... So happy!

Thatx my gift for Lisa. I simply love that guess bag! Hehehe...

Ok.. thats all for the outing for the 3 of us. AFter dinner was movie with Gab and Gang. Went to watch National treasure. Not a bad show. Then Home sweet home.

Xmas eve was spent at Gab's place. But I was at baby's place b4 heading home to change. Finally gave Leon Leon ( baby's bro) and his mum their gifts. REally hope they lurve their gifts esp. his mum's one. Its a Braun Buffel WAllet! Like what I have said above, Gab's place was really great! The celebration is way too cool! Thanks Gab for the present too! Zw gotten me a key chain, Lisa gotten me my fav. hello kitty vaccumm cleaner (which really can suck all the dust on my table), Issac gift was way cool, Amanda gave me a pair of earring which was made by her ( I lurve IT) and SYLVESTER LIM even gave a xmas gift of a HANDCUFF (think kinky!)! I really lurve all the present that was given to the both of us...

Issac's Gift for the both of us! So Sweet right! I lurve it!!! Thank u!!!

Lisa's and AManda's gift for me.

Though I look ghostly here.. but.. well.. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL from the both of us! *lurves*

RANDOM

2007-12-21T12:12:00.001+08:00

Alright.. its gonna be a random entry of what I have been doing..

I have done all the wrappings needed for xmas.. and I manage to try out some other ways to wrap baby's very HEAVY present. I'm not a art and craft person thus that explains my horrendous way of wrapping present. I simply detest wrapping gift cause u may feel damn excited abt wrapping at start but when ur measurements are wrong.. or u cut at the wrong portion, the WHOLE wrapping paper goes to a waste. However, I manage to wrap baby's present in victory. I manage to twist and turn the present and VIOLA.. I'm done! ERh.. its really me who wrap the present ok.. NOT the TAKA pple(though I use their wrapping paper).

After wrapping, I've got nothing much too do except some ideas of decorating for my sis shoes. Ok.. I must admit I felt art n crafty on monday night after shopping with my sis. ANd.. tata.. look at those splendid ideas we had. ALright.. not that splendid.. but at least it looks not bad ok! Hahahah!

And wednesday came. Went to meet up with baby at Woodlands to walk ard abit. Initial intention was to have our dinner there but we ended up at AMK to have our dinner intead. Slept early that night cause both of us were wear out! I didnt have my afternoon nap at all that day. Thursday came.. and we simply just slack at home with him NEGLECTING me for the whole morning cause he was pissed off with his Touchie not accepting the video's he added in. I wanted to help.. but due to his STUPID SMELLY TEMPER, he want me.. a IT-DIPLOMA student to not BOTHER HIM. So fine...

EVIDENCE.. of me being neglected by LIONEL LEE YONG YEE for TOUCHIE on 20/12/07

AFter about 4-5 hrs of meddling with the computer, he finally allow me to use the com a short while. And after the "IT-PRO" uses it, tata.. we finally solve the situation within mins. YAr.. and that finally brings a smile on his big big face. What a big baby boy I have here.. I swear if there's a punching bag in his room, the whole room will flood with the feathers sew inside the punching bag. He was like so FRUSTRATED! Grr..!

We had our dinner at AMK cental after that.. and then home sweet home for me and back to camp for him. Couldnt really get to sleep last night. Been thinking alot! Life is really fragile like it seems. We just dunno what will happen the very next day. WE can be happy today.. and then a huge virus came and ....

I'm really super pissed with my mum sometimes. Just wished that she would change her attitude towards the surroundings abit. I hate it when she sobs and then complains that her daughter are worthless to be born. Sigh.. LIFE is full of contradiction.

A special post

2007-12-19T10:55:00.000+08:00

A special post for my dearest Michelle aka MIXUE(in my baby's phone)

We are really sorry for not attending ur 21st birthday bash held at your place. Your dearest kor was down with flu and sore throat. He complains that he hasnt had enough sleep due to the night duty and he is really in NEED of one.

Its really a pity we couldnt attend ur party but we really hope u will like our gift(shared with Iz and gang) and enjoy urself to the fullest.

HAPPY 21st birthday to Michelle

It was your kor's idea of apoloising in my blog! Hahahahhahaha.. to show our sincere apologise.

Xmas Shopping

2007-12-17T20:25:00.000+08:00

Went shopping with Sis today.. for XMAS present. I'm finally done with all the presents I need. Got for Kooichi, Issac, My sis, Baby's bro and himself plus a present for gab's party.

My sis in the train. A proof of how she neglects me throughout the whole journey to town. And yes.. see that t shirt she's wearing.. its cost a nicely $500 bucks and she bought 2. I think she's mad!

I'm really lazy to edit the photo. Just see it with ur head tilt.. I'm SORRY!
Ok.. This shoe is actually PLAIN without the studs. And its not actually a shoe.. its a door knob. I really like it so much lar.. but it cost a nicely $16 without the studs. IT was my idea to tell my sis that she should add some studs on it. Now it looks like $160 instead! Tahahha!

We bought loads of stuff back. Sis bought $300 worth of presents and we have like.. 5 2 big taka paper bags and 3 other middle size back to carry. I went home alone cause sis has to head back to the office and I had so much difficulties carrying 3 paper bags myself in the rain. I'm having a big headache now.. and my vision seems blur.. I guess.. I'm SICK!!!

Bought baby this Davidoff perfume set. I really love the smell of davidoff. So MAN lar. Have been wanting to get baby this since mths ago..but I guess xmas is just the right time to purchase. Really hope he likes it.

THatx all for today.. gtg now to decorate the cards. I'm really TIRED!!

WEEKENDS

2007-12-16T10:51:00.000+08:00

Friday

Went to watch warlords with Iz, Amanda, Kooi..CHI, his bro and Yipeng. The show was aiiighhhtt but abit BORING cause I'm ain't no person who is interested in WAR show. I guess the parts that I like are those where Takashi appears. He's like my ALL TIME favourite actor since I'm a child. Not really worth the 9.50 though. These are shows that I wouldn't mind watching if someone treats me for it. Haha!

Saturday

Baby and I went to Bras Basah to get my xmas gift. Went to search for my text book too. Baby got me a xmas gift and then off we head to Raffles City. The weather was being good today again. IT WAS POURING! Thank god we brought an umbrella but it was too small to shelther the both of us so.. WE GOT DRENCH still. But it was fun running in the rain at times. Motive was to search baby's prezzie but ended up.. I got Lisa's gift exchange instead. She will sure love it cause I LOVE IT SO MUCH LAR... but it will be so stupid to get the same stuff for myself.. so I GAVE UP the thought of getting the item for myself and chose to give lisa for it. SHE WILL SURE LOVE IT.. I'm so sure.

Walking ard for so long got us FAMISHED. I'm craving for creamy chicken again and we had PASTAMANIA for dinner. Oh man... I must really say that SUNTEC PASTAMANIA's CREAMY CHICKEN is like.. so DELICIOUS! I'm so gonna go back for more man. We went to Marina Square after that and Luo Zhi Xiang happen to be there.. Oh man.. I can't stand those FAN-Zee lar! They are so CRAZY lar.. running and shouting as if the louder they shout, L.Z.X can go home with them like that.SOT!! Cant's get baby his present but finally found out what to get for him liao.. HE NEEDS A IPOD DOCK SPEAKERS with FM radio functions.(FM is for me.. hahah!)But the informative bf would rather check out for more info first instead of impulsive purchasing!

PRESENT

I really adore the present lar. Being a watch lover, obviously baby got me a WATCH lar. Like what he had promised me since DEC last year, he got me a DKNY watch. It was suppose to be Baby G but I cant see myself being that sporty and so baby chose the one with Swaroski Diamonds.

I reallly like this watch so MUCH la (other than the OMEGA watch that sis bought for me). Thank you so much baby!! *smuackers* I'm so gonna flaunt this watch ard.. GIRLS beWARE!!! Esp. u... Miss Lisa!

We got bored while listening to I touch in the bus heading home.. and here's LAMENESS brought to u by Lionel lee and Felicia Tan! How small my hand can be to be covered by his basketballer hand. Grr... what a baby hand I have here.

xmas

2007-12-14T09:09:00.001+08:00

Christmas this year will be so so so DIFFERENT. For the past 3 years, it will be house party with delicious log cakes at my ex's relatives place. It was fun with gift exchanges cause there are BOOPY GIFTS or sanitary pads, CONDOMS and toilet brushes. I still miss those times of course.. but presents wasnt really enuff for that 3 years for me. Apart from gift exchanges at his aunt place, I will get nothng else( Maybe at times ).

This year seems different. I won't be going to any relative's house for parties maybe not even going to any party at all. But I cant still feel the arrival of XMAS. Maybe thats because like what darren's(my ex) mum says.. I FOUND A BETTER GUY. I didn't expect him to tell me the other day that he wanna get something for me for xmas. I just didnt expect anything on xmas from him actually cause he really dun give me that impression that he's one who will celebrate xmas. BUT.. ta ta ta... baby wanna buy me a PREZZIE! I'm really feeling like a small girl again.

We are heading down to DUNNO WHERE to get the prezzie's tomorrow. I'm fortunate.. I KNOW! DUN BE JEALOUS! Hahahahhahah!

S H O P P I N G

2007-12-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

My legs are totally tired after having to shop from 1pm till 9pm. Went to City Plaza like FINALLY but got quite dissappointed with the things sold there except for the CHEAP HAIR EXTENTIONS! I was tempted to do it but give it a miss cause it was too sudden. Headed to town to get my sch bag at far east. 3 of us got everything we need even the ORGANIsER. I GOT myself a hello kitty one.. Oh man.. I simply lurve my organiser so much lar. The hello kitty definitely got me so tempted to start sch. I even bought colourful pens for the sake of the hello kitty. Hahha... I simply adore hello kitty so much lar...

Baby was really sweet to acc. me on the phone till I reached home. His childhood stories did made strangers staring HARD at me when I laugh real loud. I bet neighbours must have peep out of their balcony to wonder which siao char bo is laughing so loud downstair.

Guess I better go sleep now.. I'm really tired!!!

LOL

2007-12-12T13:12:00.000+08:00

Was feeling way too bored today that some stupid ideas came up to my mind when I'm surfing the net. Lol.. HAVE FUN PEEPS!!!

I remembered someone somewhere told me I resembles HER! I was freaking angry at that time cause she's a PORN ACTRESS cum actress.. AND NOW.. SEE!!!

And now.. its baby's turn! LOL! I didnt know he looks like WANG LI HONG!! I told Him abt it and his reply was: I TOLD YOU YOUR HUBBY IS HANDSOME! LOL!!!! Ok.. looking at those pple u resembles.. MAYBE yes.. u're indeed good looking ok!

And now its Huifang's turn.. ermm... dunno who they are..!!

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

Lol.. not bad.. BEH YONG JUN on the list!

Had difficulties finding lisa's photo cause all the photos of hers I have was mostly side views. Sigh.. but still.. I MANAGE TO FIND ONE!!LIsa.. ur turn to laugh...!! EH... the results not BAD sia.. still got FIONA XIE and ANN KOK! Hahahaha!

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

Ok.. last but not least... Kooichi!!

Lol.. STEPHEN CHAO! WAY COOL!!!!

Ok.. lets try MEl's first before I really shut it off!

Hahahah! RAIN!!

MAHJONG

2007-12-12T09:52:00.000+08:00

I finally get to touch the mahjong tiles after 4 mths! A very good mahjong therapy I must say. Played mahjong with Jun and gang. Won 40 bucks after 2 round of mahjong. Time pass real fast yesterday TATA.. its wednesday now. Gonna have tuition later. *yawns* Mr Rai better do my hmw or else I'm so gonna stamp a BAD WORK DONE on his book.

Baby suppose to have nights out today but sad to say IT MAY BE CANCELLED! Shan't look forward for anything! Thank god I still have my NDS to entertain me a little today. Oh my.. have been busy getting games into my ds.

Xmas is a few more days ard the corner. I've not started my preparation yet. I need to get xmas cards ready.. but I totally have no time to get anything. Going shopping with Lisa and Huifang tomorrow. Wooo Hoo.. simply cant wait for Tai tai therapy tomorrow.

I'm pretty touched when a friend from HK asked for my addr yesterday to send me xmas card. ITs like the first time someone so far actually think abt me.. she's just so lovely! Tahahaha! Alrighty.. gtg!

A L O N E

2007-12-10T12:07:00.000+08:00

I'm all alone at home. I used to like the serenity feeling when I'm all alone at home but NOT TODAY. I want mummy to be home today to cook for me. I felt so hungry this morning but am so lazy to step out of the house due to the bad unpredictable weather. Though there'z a packet of MEE GORENG left, STILL my body just dun allow me to get the pots and pans ready for the cooking. I'm so USELESS lar.

I had pizza's from pizza hut last night for dinner with baby and his family. The very last time having to taste pizza was few years ago but I haven't really sat in PIZZA HUT for pizza with my family b4.. NEVER IN MY LIFE! I pretty like the feeling though. I told baby umpteen times that his family though seems quiet but there's a cuteness in them that it brings in the LOVE in the family. I will laugh at their actions whenever their cute actions starts developing. So CUTE!

Guess I will probably skipped brunch today and calls for mac delivery in the night for dinner. This week will not be as bored as last week.. I presume. I have got tuition on WED and FRI and THURS will be out with the ladies.. and baby will book out early on FRI and we will catch a movie in the night with IZ and Amanda. OK.. I simply cant wait for FRI!! REALLY!!!! Off to read my book.. really pray that the library will respond me asap whether anot I have got the reservation for SHOPAHOLIC AND BABY! *prays*

ENCHANTED

2007-12-08T09:40:00.000+08:00

Baby's DAY OUT! Have been wanting to watch ENCHANTED after so much recommendation from friends. Everyone told me its sucha GIRL show... I was like... HOW GIRL CAN IT GET! Went Junction 8 to catch the 9.40pm show. The show was awesome.. the plot and the songs esp. I remembered myself telling baby that I LOVE THE SHOW in the middle of the movie. I felt indeed like a small girl watching movie with DADDY though. Haha! Guess baby likes the show too... cause its not that CARTOON as it seems.

Got home and with immediate effect.. we search for the song title! And.. viola.. baby got all the songs into his computer for ME.. alright.. he likes it too lar! These songs somehow reminds me of myself during those band periods when I actually play pieces like "When you believe" by Mariah Carey and the PHANTOM OF THE OPERA and many others of course. Oh gosh... how I wish I could play the clarinet again.

Alrighty.. gtg now to finish up my bk! Seeya

Mummy's day

2007-12-07T18:32:00.000+08:00

Went shopping with the dowager in the TAN's family today.. YES... MY MUM! Abit unbelievable but yup.. I brought her to Bugis area to search for her CNY clothes. While walking ard the NEW REVAMP CAPITALAND BUGIS JUNCTION, something caught my eyes! Something which says 20 percent STOREWIDE at everlast! I pulled mummy over and tried on some shoes.. finally made up my mind on this white canvas shoe! PAID ON MY OWN ACCOUNT! Brought her to have laksa at bugis area where I used to work and then went to the temple to pray for safety for baby and my family. Went to OG cause apparently.. I really have no idea where to find mummy's kinda clothes... but sad to say... she herself thinks OG clothes are too old for her. Brought her to Bugis street then.. and manage to get myself a dress and mummy kinda surprised me when she bought herself the same top as what the young salesgal is wearing! Lol! Thats great... cause she pays for everything!

Went to Bugis Junction again.. and finally she got herself a TOP for cny! This sounds funny but we bought the same HUSH PUPPY boxers too! Tahahahah! And these are under her acc. too!

Shopping with mummy can never be any greater cause she PAYS for most of the stuff! But other than that... having to see mummy smiling after every purchase really makes me even a happier girl. Bought KFC home for dinner in the end cause BUDDY MEAL promotion. Shait.. my shoulder are aching after havign to carry that heavy paper back for 4 hrs! *TIRED*

photos

2007-12-05T18:54:00.000+08:00

Here are some photos taken on Sasa's bird day... well.. shall upload just the PRE club photos.. the clubbing photos are already uploaded by lisa.. so shall leave it as it is! Tata... enjoy!

This photos is to somehow remind myself to STOP EATING and get my ass to the gym. Err.... fatimistica!!

How SWEET can a WeDnesday be!

2007-12-05T15:36:00.000+08:00

Sweet Sweet Day!!

How sweet it is to wake up in the morning, check your hp and see sweet msges brightening ur day with a wide smile. YES, dun be jealous peeps but thats what I'm getting on every morning from my baby. Days in Signal school isnt that bad afterall cause he has more time for me compared to SISPEC days. But I guess its the stress he gets in studying whole day that make him so sleepy in the night. Well.. perhapes u guys might not know this.. but my bf here is well known for a SLEEPY PIG! Guess it runs in the family... *OPPS*! Somehow or rather, I'm getting the disease from him.. I have been sleeping 13 hrs a day. Cant believe right? Lets see.. I will wake up at 9.30am to catch my hk drama while having my brunch till 11pm then read my book till 1pm and sleep till 3pm. Wakes up and continue on my book till 5pm then back to lalaland till 7pm for dinner and TV. Will read my book plus talking on the phone till 11pm and sleep all the way till the next morning. Lol.. I'm getting Lionel's Diseases.

Baby has been really sweet to me lar.. and I mean REallly really really sugar-coated sweetness. I was joking about how much he misses his BRONCO PLATOON 1 cause he had it written in his msn for so damn long but I haven't really get to see FELICIA TAN ROX or something like that. So I casually told him that I'm JEALOUS and ANGRY about it. And he replied me this super dooper sweet msg which I really dun bother abt him feeling all awkward and gets damn angry with me for putting it up here in my blog. Tahahahah..!

Baby: Really? I didnt know about it baby. I am sorry mrs Lee, my love for you is far greater than anything.
Well.. I'm blushing till now.

Well well... apart from all the lovey dovey thing.. I'm really indulging myself into books recently. My sis found out that I'm hook on Sophie Kinsella kinda books that she started searching all the books from her plus some other cool books she had bought in the past. AND LOOK.. here are the number of books I have to read b4 the holiday ends. Oooo man.. just completed confession of a shopaholic... and I'm so gonna laugh at my sis over this quote I saw in the book... ALICIA Bitch long LEGS! Hahahahaha!

gtg! SEeya!

a change of life!

2007-12-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

A Change of life
I have got to change my lifestyle. My sch time table kinda force me into thinking that way. Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Sat with tuition on Monday and Wednesday! How great it is right? Projects will prolly get my ass real BUSY for the next sem. Thank god that theres LOADZA holiday coming.

Baby got into Signal school today. He's getting aiiighhht over there. Thank god for that! Heard that its COMPULSORY to have one nights out every week.. and sweety baby wants me to declare my wed night off for him. Really lurve him so much some times that I really dunno WHERE, HOW and WHEN to say that I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!
DAddy is currently ON LEaVE! Sigh.. time pass pretty fast yet BORING with him at home. Lunching with him is a MUST and everyday seems like a SUNDAY to me.. and SUNDAY are known as SLEEPY day! But anyway, he's going to Shanghai this thursday! Ulalala! Its a pity that I can't travel with him.. imagine.. HK, SHANGHAI and so many other places! BUT WHY WHY WHY... why must it always be on the weekends that he travels!

Alright.. off to read my bk! Adios!

HITMAN

2007-12-02T02:46:00.001+08:00

Alrighty! I'm currently at baby's place BLOGGING! REASON? Cause he is playing NEED FOR SPEED(WII Version) now! It was a great day today I suppose. We finally set foot at Vivo but bought nothing except tidbits. Headed back to ps to meet up with IZ and Amanda for HITMAN! Movie was at 11.55pm and it was only 9pm when we are done with KFC and so.. we head down to monsterque for a game of pool till 11.35pm. Bump onto Banana and zw.. n off for our movie at 12!

The movie was awesome. I love the movie plot though amanda thinks that there are pretty number of un-explainable gaps. Whatever it is.. the guys enjoys the show more than anyone else.

Time pass like damn fast.. its freaking 2 in the morning now.. and I'm still in my jeans waiting for the heater to run at the CORRECT TEMPERATURE! Nothing much I can do except finishing the book while baby plays his game. Sigh... I'm being ABANDONED! Goshie...

29 Nov 07

2007-11-29T20:24:00.000+08:00

H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y L.I.S.A

Dbl 0 last night was terrific. Felt rather accomplished with LISA getting high. But its a pity that u cant really enjoy zoukie with us else it will definitely be better. Thank god that dbl o changed their choice of shooters else its gonna be BAILEY's again. Not that I hate Baileys but I seriously prefer the current one. Even Lisa enjoy's it so much that she had a tad too much of it. Tee hehe! Still remember my first time with Tiffie to DBL o to chill and we too thought that the shooters looks so cute and nice to drink that we drank like NOBODY BUSINESS and ended up.. both of us shout like NOBODY business and walk like as if we are doing drunkard kungfu actions.

Zouk was alright but I guess I'm abit too old for such stuff already. No longer that INTO clubbing anymore! I cant dance for long anymore... I seriously need to admit that I'M GETTING OLD! Still.. I manage to see some frens there.. like erm... (lemme recall) ANNE, MELISSA(my fav.), Zachery, GABRIEL(from bps) and erm... yes... one of my sim course mate! Oh.. and I saw kooichi too.. I seriously must say this kooch.. SHOUTING UR NAME OUT LOUD WHEN YOU're HIGH makes someone even worst. Tee hee!

My voicebox crack once again.. sounded so rough when I reached home. I was pretty sober when I got home.. and Ko-ed right after bath. Woke up at 9 plus to catch my hk drama and back to Zzzz. Tummy hurts like mad today! Nearly fainted! Mum was so terrified that she went out to get me milo cause she knows aLL I need now is just a hot cup of Milo!

Baby went for his 28 click road march already.. and he wont be back till tomorrow afternoon. By the time he calls me, it will be either a good/bad news. He's GONNA GET HIS POSTING! This boy here has done me proud once again.. YES.. BABY.. I SAID PROUD! Though I sounded depressed when he told me that he got 1st in his whatever bunk position and 3rd in his platoon.. but deep down in my heart.. I actually felt very proud of u! I dun really mind where u're posted to as long as u're happy with it. Be it that u have to travel Taiwan for ASLC training for that 3 weeks.. I will still wait for u and be a real GOOD GIRL! Gonna save up to go taiwan next year with u during my holidays. Teeheehee!

Alright.. Sleeping time for me again!

RESULTS

2007-11-28T11:27:00.000+08:00

Gotten my results yesterday. I didnt realise that results are out a week before 5th. NOT UNTIL I heard my msn poping out like so MANY TIMES! ANd when I open it, MEILI was telling me the procedures to check my results. Thinking that its only econs results but ended up.. I CAN ACTUALLY VIEW ALL THE RESULTS. WEll.. I pass this time round but not a good standard aeh. STILL.. I'm happy cause that means I can go on the next stage since daddy says if I flunk any of the test then I will have to start working.. Tahahha.. ended up.. I'm heading to sCH! I'm really happy and I'm so gonna study damn hard next sem. Its pretty demoralizing when ur frens scored HD n Di while I didnt even see any DI in my results slips. WAKE UP AND WORK HARD FIFI!

Am so gonna get a sch bag.. gonna drag mummy out on FRIDAY to shop for my sch bag! All my bag are getting old and tattered already! Its Sasa bday tonight! Clubbing at dbl o and zouk tonight! It has been a long time... I had party with just girls.. simply cant WAIT! -OUT-

WeeKend BOOKS

2007-11-27T00:29:00.000+08:00

I went shopping ALONE on SATURDAY! I couldn't believe it either but yes.. FIFI TAN WENT SHOPPING in ORCHARD ALONE! Met up with L.K.Y for lunch at MY FAV. fried fish soup then head to PS to meet up with REGI to get back my shoe. Was suppose to collect and run but she was eating when I reached and being the USUAL-NICE-AND-WONDERFUL friend, I paid for the exit of the train station to collect it. And since I PAID for it, I thought I should waste more time to shop ard town. Went down to Toys'ras to check out on TRANSFORMERS bumblebee for my student but like what the newspaper said.. IT IS HIGHLY IN DEMAND.. thus.. SOLD OUT! Went to check out on hot wheels instead for FERRARI! Was so tempted to get it but baby insist that I should buy it tomorrow with him so that HE WILL KNOW BETTER WHAT TO GET (HIM referring to my baby). So since thatz the case, I head on to FAR EAST instead.. shop around and got nothing.. cause I went town on FRI night and got the SHOES already! Enough of spending! Took the bus home and felt so restless! Mum announced the news that she strike lottery and we all went for a scrumptious dinner at the golf course. Sis drove us there with dads car! I just love it when I can play with the sun roof and stick out my hand on top of the car! How cool is it if dad's car is MY CAR LAR! But anyway, the dinner was great and soon after I got home, baby's dad came and pick me up to their place.

Went to town on sun to get the toy! Made up my mind on the FERRARI car. I lurve it real loads myself cause its a toy that u have got to fix it? Saw loads of cars there, and I told baby that we are so gonna half a shelf in the future with all the CARS displayed in it! I just wanna put LOTUS Elise and yes... his.. skyline! We shopped like an hr plus in toys'ras and taka toys department. The toys were so FASCINATING alright! I feel like being a kid again to get thos real cool toys especially the DOLL that can PEE ON THE PAMPERS and you can BUY PAMPERS for it. SO CUTE! It can even show u the face when it PEE! Heheheh! Went down to AMK to get baby's WII GAME and thats abt it.

Nothing much happen today except that we both had cravings for KFC and we went for KFC feast. Apart from that, we just laze ard at home.

He's back to camp already. Sigh! *yawns* OUT!

WEEKENDS

2007-11-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

Oh.. yippie! Its weekends once again! But.. its pretty surprising that I'm not at baby's place today for he has to be in THE JUNGLE till tomorrow morning and wont be out till 8.30pm! I wasn't really cool with it but what can I actually do. For the record, I havent been talking to him on the phone for 6 days cause he went for his 3 days 2 night last week and 4 days 3 nights outfield for this week. I miss him really much but i guess I just have to GROW UP and think MATURELY!

Met up with my poly mates yesterday. It had been eons since I last seen ARTHUR! Well.. he's getting FITTER with that POLICEMAN charm in his look but however, he's still a NAG in everyone ears. Ah chan changed tremendously MUCH with that 10kg lost of weight! Oh my.. I'm so envious of u lar! No changes in tiffie and Xt cause I meet up with Tiffie quite often! We had NYDC for dinner and seriously.. I dun think the food is great. Pasta mania just win than like 10 THUMBS UP? I still wanna have my creamy chicken in BISHAN! Walk ard for a short while and then head for some COFFEE talk. IT didnt end long cause the POLICEMAN had to head home early and we all followed him. Still.. I enjoyed myself! POly life with this bunch of peeps just made my day in the past. I remembered how we STRUGGLED through projects and exams. How we POR teacher to give us extra tuition cause we hardly attend classes. How Tiffie and I got reprimanded and ask to stand outside the class for talking. How we laugh at Mr dickson's way of speaking and yes.. OUR $2 breakfast! I really love that kinda of lifestyle.. though it may seems hectic. Thanks for u guys totally!

Met up with SATC with the C cause JANE WASNT in singapore due to her business trip. Met Mel and REgi. Oh man.. miss this 2 babes so much lar! We had dinner at Waffletown then walk ard town and got ourself SIMILAR pair of shoes. Got influenced by Mel into getting the pumps. Was suppose to catch a movie but ended up Mel and I went to party world instead. It was really fun to sing to our heart contents right.. MEL? Hehehe.. I really lurve that song.. IF U HAPPY AND U KNOW.. U WINK YOUR EYE! Hahaha..~

Well well.. looks like alot of my friends are getting rough on their relationship recently. Really hope that things will either get back on its track or just live your life the way it is. Though it may seems hard but u just have got to be brave. To those who knows I care, please feel free to just bug me. I may not be a good advisor but I might be a good listener who comprehends your situation and be there for u! Take care aiiighhhttss?

Alrighty... gtg get some sleep soon! TIRED!

TEACHER

2007-11-21T20:14:00.000+08:00

What a sad WEDNESDAY it is for me. Woke up at 4 plus to msg baby b4 he heads for field camp. I dun know why but I seriously miss him uberliciously much this time. Kept telling myself that its just gonna be a 4 days 3 nights.. it will pass without even realising it but I guess I'm so wrong. He left at 6 in the morning! Manage to see two of his lovely msg b4 he leaves.

I got back to sleep in tears. Trying to tell myself.. that EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE! Woke up at 10 plus to catch that half an hr HK drama. Shit! Its my 3rd time missing the first hr. Watched HEROES and it still scare the wits outta me at some part. Read my storybk and KO AGAIN! I dunno why but this book seems like sleeping pills! AFter reading 2 pages.. I just feel SHATTERED!

Continued Heroes and then off to J8 to get those assessment bks for my student. I felt so RESPONSIBILTY at that moment. Stood at one corner flipping all the primary 2 bks and remember those HOT FAV. brands for assessments... like ANDREW ER, PRESTON and erm... yar.. ALOT more lar! Bought SHOU CE for him as well.. and i didnt know that theres HIGHER MT for pri 2!Spend like an hr in popular searching high n low for pri 2 bks! It was fun yet tiring.. but still I ENJOY! I just see myself as a KIASU mother suddenly! Tee hehehe!

Thinking that the shuttle bus for my condo comes at 5pm but I got the timing all jumble up AND ENDED UP.. I miss that freaking bus! Manage to get bubble tea for myself.. and I ended up in the LIBRARY! Oh man.. I just love that place so very much after MEL got me so addicted into books. But.. due to the LEVEL OF ADAPTING and UNDERSTANDING i have, I always have to read several time to understand the whole story! Still.. I enjoy myself doing nothing but being a reader or just being a couch potato or YES.... a DIN WA CHOK(someone who lurves to talk on the phone).

Some really cute photos I really like to share.. Really love it!

Thats me and baby. *huggies*

I really heart them loads. Without them, I can just see myself as a boring LIFELESS pple. And well.. Banana.. u're one of them too! I just.. Ahhhh..*tears* HEART U ALL LAR!

Trap! Lol.. just trying to be emo here! AND... I PASS! HEhehehe

F U N

2007-11-19T16:20:00.000+08:00

Alright! Weekend was pretty AIiiiggghhhtt! Was initially feeling super tired b4 meeting up with baby. I was deep into my sleep when the wind was blowing str8 to my face. He called me at abt 8 plus and I got myself FRESH AND AWAKE. Got to his place at abt 9 and slack till about 10 plus. It was then that we got the news abt chilling at winebar. Couldnt really dress appropriately cause I DIDNT KNOW WE WERE SUPPOSE TO CHILL!

AFter having our usual MACDONALD's dinner/supper, we drove down to meet up the rest. Change to BLACK PEARL pub instead. Drank abit but wasnt feeling kick. But I must say that its the COMPANY that make a difference. SAng some songs with Kooichi, LK and JJ! Only baby was the QUIET one cause apparently.. HE DUN SING and DUN DANCE.. so.. yes.. I have just got to find other peeps to do all this activities with. Played dice games with JJ and lose ALOT OF TIMES! Tootx! But it was really fun I must say! Kooichi did manage to sing WO HUI SONG NI HONG SE MEI GUI in the end. Heheheh!

SAt came and we did nothing much except him playing with the Touchie and I plonk myself on the bed and the floor (cause pinky batt went dead) playing with my nds. I finished the UNDOMESTIC GODDESS on sat morning and therez nothing else to read cause I brought only a book there. Went home in the end wanted to just SHOW DADDY MY FACE and yea.. to dress up for ZW bday at Ritz! Met up with LK and IZ in j8 for dinner and I regretted buying that FRIED fish noodle. Its like WATER! Threw it away after 3 mouths and got myself a BAN MIAN instead. SPOILT BRAD I know! Took a cab down to Ritz and the hotel toilet is AMAZING! ITs like so big and GIGANTIC! I want such toilet too! HEhehe! I had my fun there and yes.. CAMWHORING as usual. I'm too lazy to upload so.. SPARE ME A LITTLE more time ok? Hehehe!

Got home at abt 4am and manage to sleep only at 5 plus. Woke up at 12 noon and did nothing much cause we were both doing our own stuff again. IT was only at 4.30pm that we plonked ourself on the bed watching FU MAN REN JIAN! Tee heheh!

Send baby off to his camp with his family and thatx all for my weekend. Its a new week for me again. Gonna head to Iz place to get heroes and meetup with baby tomorrow for nights out. WEd n thursday should be free and friday will be out with tiffie to get her extensions done. Baby wont book out will sat night so I guess I will be out with tiffie till sat night! Woo hoo! IT better be a good week this week!

B O R E D

2007-11-16T14:38:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling super bored currently. I know I should indulge myself with storybooks but something in me just tells me I WANT MORE! Having the Windows Media Player playing HOW TO SAVE A LIFE by Fray just made me thought abt that day Mel was playing it on the guitar and Anne n I was singing along with it. How wonderful aeh? Hahaha! Sigh.. and its already FRIDAY!

DAys pass even without realising it. How fearful it is to just pass by the days WITHOUT PLANNING what u want in the future actually. I really have no idea what I want to be actually. A successful carreer women or just a carreer cum housewife. Though I dread going to work in the future when I'm married but I know.. I SHOULD! I dun wish to be a housewife who doesnt catch up whatx with the OUTSIDE WORLD. I wanna be one who wears branded stuff and does family activites on weekends plus some Mahjong tai tai session. Gee hehe.. if life is like that for me.. HOW GREAT IT WILL BE MAN!! Ahaha... *dreaming*!

Gonna meet up with LkY later. Neevr really have the chance to meet him up except that day when we meet up in the TRAIN! Suppose to finish up my storybook today but like what I said.. I'm super BORED and my eyes were closing when I'm actually having my imagination about the story. Sigh.. haven't hear anything from baby yet. Doubt he will be booking out any early today or probably.. he wont even book out. Sigh.. SOMEONE PLEASE STOP MY BOREDOM!

CALM

2007-11-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

What a SWAY DAY it is today. Thought that my plan for the meetup session with the girls is gonna be success but WELL.. it FAILED! I'm so not gonna plan anymore such outings again.. cause it just comes to NOWHERE in the end. But well girls.. I'm starting to forgive u all already just that the thought that I WILL mEET u GIRLS up and even brought my camera and ur presents which I bought from Thailand just made me somehow PISSED! Called ZW up and he was busy and therefore the next person who I thought off was Banana since she's staying at UTI area. Called her to try my luck and thank GOD that she's free for me.

Went to the library to get myself a library card and yea... to check out whats HOT in Bishan Library that I can borrow. But sad to say, it doesnt have SOPHIE Kinseller books. I stuck myself at one corner in the reading room and read my book till the clock strikes 7.15! I cant believe myself that I actually stayed there for an hour plus.

Met Banana in the train and off we head to TOWN. WAlk ard town then met up with Mr Zw. Had my dinner at PASTAMANIA with them instead of my SATC. Sigh! Bump onto mr Cuthbert and the gang. Manage to force Zw to watch THE BEE MOVIE with Banana. I thought I was a kid at that time when MR ZW agreed to watch the bee movie.

The movie was fine just that some UNDESIRABLE pple actually called me. She sounded like a THAI GIRL! I have got a feeling its HER! That girl who threaten to hurt me during Jan this year. She kept calling and disturbing me.. and even message me in her broken english that I CALLED her boyfriend DEAR and ask me HOW! Oh man.. why cant this THAI stuff just get out of my life like FOREVER! I'm really pissed with the what actually happen today. But thank god that Zw NOT-SO-FUNNY JOKES did cheer me up a little.. and Banana concern made me realised that YES.. I SHOULDNT be bothered by it and Oh.. the THE BEE movie made me laugh like mad. Thank god that all these event just came in at the right time to make my day much more BEAUTIFUL!

Sigh... when will baby be coming back tomorrow. I really need him ALMOST IMMEDIATLY NOW! Baby.. come back!

busy Fifi day!

2007-11-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

What a day it is for me today. Baby left at 9 plus in the morning to the jungle and he wont be back till friday. Message him some care and concern messages and BOOM.. back to my lalaland. I was really feeling DARN TIRED! Woke up at 11 and read the papers. I lay on the bed thinking HARD.. on how I should end my WEDNESDAY without feeling a singel BORDNESS in my life. I picked up my storybk "The Undomestic Goddess" by Sophie Kinsella and continued from where I stopped last night. As I read along the pages.. I started to grow a huge interest on this book.

Anne messaged me abt 1pm and asked me to go for THREDDING today instead of tomorrow. Was abit lazy but I went cause I'm really in need of THREDDING session. And since I might be busy tomorrow.. I replied her that I'm interested in going today and agreed on the meeting point and time. Had my brows done with TEARS again. Sigh.. it never once don't throw my face in front of everyone. Anyway, it was done pretty nicely and fast.

Not really a very clear photo but well.. itz really so neat now compared to the BEFORE! Thanks Anne for the really great recommendation. Kudos to u!

Shop ard city hall area.. and nothing really capture my attention. Its a boring SUNTEC CITY flooded with EX convicts asking people to buy some stuff from them. While walking ard MS, I saw this T-shirt that really got me so INTO IT that even though I freaking broke, I STILL MUST GET IT! It was really an embarrassment when I had to dig out all my coins to pay for that T-shirt. Lol.. the t-shirt is really nice ok.. and it really symbolise my PLEDGE (Pledge to say b4 going into the CLUB)

Yes.. I got this T-shirt for myself. So gonna wear it on friday when I see him. I know I'm abit OFF at my age but well.. I just love doing little stuff like that to tell myself how much I actually really love my bf. Hehehe!

Apart from wearing tees like that, I still writes diary to remind myself little stuff we did for each other. Well, I bought this diary b4 getting tgt with baby. We were friends at that time still and I actually wanted to give it to him for Vday. But it was till when we GOT TGT that I have got the guts to show the contents to him.

So I actually read a book, shop for awhile, played my pinky, blogged and updated an entry for my diary as well. Guess this will be the usual routine for almost everyday except the going out part cause apparently, I'm freaking BROKE! I miss my boo boo!

t i r e d. thats the word

2007-11-13T14:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's chalet was alright. Manage to play some rounds of mahjong but its not completed. BBQ was alright with the food that jac prepared. Never really take much photos with my camera but it was really fun to have mel and anne's companionship. Played some games of drinking and yes.. got pretty tipsy. Rest for awhile on the bed and then off to Mel's place to have a great bath and sleep. Got to understand the 2 girls better for sure. Hehe!

Am currently at Mel's place blogging after having lunch at compasspoint. They are now outside talking and gossiping while I'm at her cosy room feeling so sleepy. OH man.. this gurl's room really gave me a very cosy and sleepy feeling. Had a great night with her last night... cause I SLEPT ON THE SAME BED WITH HER! hahahahaha! Its really my first time out staying at a gurl's place. Fun I must say with the pillow fight and stuff! WAkakaka!

Photos will be uploaded soon tomorrow! Doubt I will be going back for the chalet later! HOME... I miss HOME!!!!

Ok! SO I'm home now! Things I did today was pretty UNEXPECTED! Like I said above this post was that I got pretty close with this 2 SIM girls right? They really made me feel so YOUNG for the whole entire day. Though I'm like the OLDEsT but wahahaha.... I feel like the youngest while they are the oldest! After having to blog the post above, I WENT BACK TO SLEEP ON Mel's bed AGAIN! Slept with Anne while Mel was playing with my PINKY(YEs... my NDS!). Woke up and we all headed for compasspoint to borrow bOOKS! Manage to borrow 3 books and they are really my HOT FAV(judging from what Mel's says for the recommendation)! Really hope that I will manage to complete it within a week. Doubt I will be working for the holidays except Mr Rei's tuition... so this 3 books, NDS games, DIARY writting and erm.. exercising will probably keep my entertain for the holiz and when baby is out for his jungle training.

Really feel damn tired when I was in the bus heading home. But now.. I feel so AWAKE! Guess itz cause I miss my house TOO MUCH! I really have that rush to reach home ASAP when I was walking along that long stretch of road. I miss my bed, my bathroom, my computer and ALMOST EVERYTHING ard my house lar! Well.. not that Mel's house suck.. just that I really have HOME SICK! REally got to thank mel for being such a NICE girl to let us stayover at her place and GIVE US WATER TO BATH! So nice lar u.. no one can be as nice as u liao! *muacks muacks* Thanks for being a tour guide to bring us ard seng kang area.. the recommendation for ice milk tea was really good! U're really the best TOUR GUIDE! REally! Hahahaha! Well.. whatever it is.. thanks for being such a nice fren lar.. I love u LIZARD.. oh.. I mean Melissa CHOY PUI PUI! Hahahha!

Ok.. gtg now to read my bk! So nice to be at home... REALLY!

chalet

2007-11-12T13:01:00.000+08:00

In less than an hrs time, I will get ready to set off for my class chalet at Aranda. I dun noe why but seems like I'm missing home suddenly. Dun really feel like going but.. I better go b4 my frens really thought I'm so that unfriendly.

Its gonna be a great chalet for sure so I'm not gonna worry if I'm bored or anything. The companions there will definitely brighten me up a little. Sigh.. but I will definitely miss my baby loads. He gonna head off to outfield AGAIN! Haven't hear from him yet since 5.30am messages. Sigh..

This week gonna be quite pack with Mon-Wed CHALET, THURSDAY will be starting Rui'z Pri 2 tuition and then follow with dinner with the SATC and friday will be a GOOD RESTING DAY with baby booking out on Friday night. Sat and Sunday will be with him too and then the week after this.. I guess I will HEAD TO MISS REGI HOUSE to test her new condo facilities of jacuzzi and stuff! Hahahah!

Yes.. this is me taken by Mr Zw when I'm at the car show. Small car for SMALL People like me! I'm waiting for SASA to send me the photos taken on SAT with ur shawl.

Am so gonna start saving money.. there will be mahjong session later in the chalet.. hope I'll get to play. Hehehe! Gambling QUEEN must start her action liao! Hm.. SAve money save money.. save money!!!!!

Ipod Touchie

2007-11-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

Alright.. so this week just ended even without realising it! Met up with Lisa, JL and Zw for some kia kia session in town. Bought nothing much except a 20 bucks toner for my face... I'm too broke! I really need some cash very badly! Anyway, the walk ard town session was pretty fun and it ended quite fast.

Was suppose to meet up with baby at 6 plus 7 but due to some unforseen circumstances, it was delayed till 9 plus 10 that I manage to meet him up at his place. Yes.. I travelled down from town to his place! Really feel so TIRED when I was standing in the train aimlessly waiting to hear ANG MO KIO being annouced. Anyway, we rush down to Marsiling to meet up with the I-Touch seller. Felt so bad having him to wait for us cause we were 15 mins late and he arrive 15 mins earlier. Oh my.. 30 mins of waiting will prolly get me LEAVING the place if I'm the seller. He'z really nice! Baby was pretty happy with the product he got. Its really FIRST HAND lar.. with the wrapper and stuff. We were suppose to meet up the rest but since they are not in for a movie, we changed our mind and went for mac instead and then HOME SWEET HOME!

Touchie Story

This baby of mine really got me damn speechless at times. Speechless in the sense that I feel like just SAY NOTHING and pinch his ears 360 degree! WHY? OK.. probably pple who doesnt know him will prolly need my definition of Lionel Lee aka my BABY! He'z one of a INFOMATIVE-KINDA-PERSON. One who can search high and low in the net for the coolest thing of his gadgets. And.. since he's so INTO I-touch now, he was looking at all the forum he noes about the software and stuff. I got real pissed when he totally hack care if the sky gonna drop and continue with his search. Its not that I'm not understanding but HELLO, I have like less than 24 hrs with him and he spend 6 hrs sleeping and 8 hrs to know abt his touchie and only 2 hrs on ME! I'm so jealous with that TOUCHIE for that very single moment.

We went to town at abt 5 for the sake of what else....TOUCHIE again(I'm really so jealous of IT)! Baby bought the screen protector for it. COST A nicely 32 bucks! Liewz.. can buy my a PROTECTOR(clothes) for myself liao lor. SEE... another reason for being jealous. I was suppose to pay for it.. but.. due to all the jealousy.. I MADE HIM PAY! STILL... I'm a good gf of course... so dinner was on ME! PASTAMANIA for dinner! Walk ard for maybe an hr and then off we head to somerset MRT.

Was suppose to head down to Boon Lay with baby but due to the fact that I am KINDA BROKE, we split ourself and head to different direction instead to save up the 20 dollers cab fare. The feeling was pretty wierd.. and it was really sweet of baby to msg me that he felt pretty WIERD having to leave me like this and he misses me loads when I boarded the train in just less than maybe.. 3 mins? I didnt realise the msg until abt 5 mins later and he called and ask me WHY I TOOK so long to reply him back. Silly boy I have aeh.. but yes.. I'm fortunate I KNOW!

No matter how much I'm jealous over this Touchie.. sad to say.. ITS AT MY PLACE NOW! -Oh.. touchie touchie is actually really WORTH THE PRICE I tell u..! Dear installed MSN for me and therefore, I can actually chat or use the net online when there'z wireless. Apart from that, it can have all functions like the IPHONE if u jailbreak it.- HAhahaha... apparently, baby just dotes me too much that Touchie will belong to me on Mon-Fri when he is in CAMP to repay his unavailability status when he'z not there for me. Well.. baby just loves me so much that.. I realised SOMETHING! He pamper me too much. During this 4 mths, he gotten me a Respect me Adidas Jacket, A|X belt for my bday present, the thailand expenses he paid for me and.. DKNY perfume, paid more than half for the WII and now.. Touchie touchie! I love u so muchie!

Thanks for everything u have done. I really treasure everything u have given me.. and that includes the love we both agreed on 22/07/07! Baby.. Thanks for being THERE! :)

Exam'z cLEARed!

2007-11-09T19:11:00.000+08:00

Ok! SO I'm finally done with the LAST PAPER! MArketing! Lol.. dun wish to comment much but all I can say is.. I should be able to pass! HAhaha! Didnt really study much.. except reading through it! Cant blame alright.. my baby is out for deepavali.. and i've to spend some time with him! Gee hehe! And I finally have my nds uploaded with new games! Yippie! I'm so addicted with THE SIMs castaway lar! So fun... but sigh.. I'm currently STUCK now! Lol!

Got SIM chicken rice for lunch. Initial intention was to take away and ENJOY my lunch at home and then have a great rest! After 2 stops, Mr Zhiwei called and ask meto get down the Bus! So.. with immediate effect, I board down the bus with no idea WHERE he will bring me to!

And.. tata... he brought me along with Joanna to the EXPO! To see... CARS!! Lalalala-ing!

Lotus Elise R! Finally I get to know WHY elise have this photo in his FRENSTER! HAHAHAHAH!

Look at this car! OH mY... looks cool right? THen now.. check the boot.. Therez TV built in system...

Still looks cool right? THen... now.. CHECK THIS OUT! Freak.. I seriously need these stuff in baby'z car in the future! HAhaha.. then I can wii on the road!! Hahaha.. HOW nice...right? But yea... so WIERD!

I'm really so in love with this car! Sigh... HEY.. I've got the license but.. NO CAR! SO pple.. buy me this car WITH THE LV SEAT.. and pink furnishing! I know it looks lianish.. but.. doesnt that suit FIFI? Hahahaha

the ENgine! Hahahah!

Sigh.. I dun mind a van at times.. if it can provide me with THIS!!!

THatz about it for the cars! WEll.. really sorry that I can't really produce much photos cause.. it was so last minute that I wore super lok kok there with the MINIMUM make up I have on my face. So cui lar! But really.. got to thank Mr Zw and Joanna for the great AFTER EXAM stress free programme! I lurve it though its pretty short!

Oh.. Here are some photos that I would also like to share.. hahah.. Wat to do.. exam over liao.. got alot of things to SAY and put liao!

Proudly presents.. my beloved student here! So adorable right? He made this himself! Hehehe...

SEe.. he have words written on his face.. due to his LAZINESS habit! Hahahah! REally adore him!

One of the days that mummy got me my super big craving of bubble tea? I dunno why but bubble tea was always on my mind when I'm studying! Drank like 7 cups for the past few days! Still like the one at raffles.. Expensive YET the pearl damn nice!

This is one of the photos I took with my hp on baby'z bday! Oh man.. I really miss this baby of mine very badly now! How I wish he doesnt have his section FIRING tomorrow and I can get to play with him TODAY! But well.. He'z a SGT.. so bo bian!

Alrighty! Thats all for the day! I've got tons of goals to achieve now! THe biggest goal is to CLEAR my dingy room full of sweet wrappers and RUBBISH! Then I will.. sit down relax and watch the SCVs! ANd.. then I will probably get my hands on on something for baby for the 4th monthsary since I'm like so free! But.. well.. it all depends if KUMON calls me! I need a work more than ALL THIS!

childish act

2007-11-07T13:26:00.000+08:00

I just couldn't believe that YOU are so childish at YOUR age.

I just don't know why YOU hate me so much

I didn't even do anything to hurt YOU

I really don't bother much if YOU wants to break all ties with me

I am just very shock that there are people like YOU existing in this world

I am also happy that YOU are out of my life

I thank god for that!

iPod Touch

2007-11-07T12:35:00.000+08:00

Lol! I know I shouldnt be ONLINE again! But.. Hello!!! I'm freaking STRESS now and since baby wants me to check on iPod Touch.. I shall just oblige him and DO IT! Yes.. this boy here just got me crazy over iPod Touch la! Its just like what I learn in marketing about TYPES of BUYING BEHAVIOUR! WE belong in COMPLEX BUYING BEHAVIOUR! Why so? Touchie (My name for iPod Touch) is expensive, we dont buy it frequently and there's a big difference between brands and the benefits between them. THUS we are one of THEM! And marketers overcome such consumers behaviour by providing alot of information and benefits on TOUCHIE in order to ASTRAY pple like BABY to get crazy over it! And it is due to BELIEF and ATTITUDE that we gets crazy over it! Hahahah!

Apparently, there are like 4 types of buying behaviour! Complex behaviour, Dissonance Reducing buying behaviour, Variety Buying Behaviour and Habitual Buying behaviour! Oh my... I can actually remember all these! HAha.. and thatx because I was once.. a DISTINCTION marketing student in POLY! And.. well.. I have got distinctions for the test n proj! But for exam.. ABIT the TOUGH liao! 16 Chapters to study.. ABIT CANNOT liao lor!

Ok.. so back to touchie.. darling wants me to check on the prices and stuff lar and thus I'm here to BLOG blog and BLOG abt my STRESS and touchie! Econs paper is pretty ALRIGHT but to get a CREDIT may not be that easy.. PASS will do! REally! I'm not a optimistic person.. SO WHO CARES!

Even my pretty sis Meili is getting on the slack side for marketing! So.. we have to YI KI forever! DUN STUDY! Hahahha! Ok. I'm crazy! 4.5 hrs more to see my baby! Wooo hoo! I wanna play play and PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

weekend GONE

2007-11-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

Oh shait.. How fast this week had gone yea? 1 more day to go before heading to the WORD DEATH for econs paper. I'm pretty ready for it but.. sigh.. its never enough. This weekend was helluva stress cum sweet weekend. Headed to baby's place on friday night. Started flipping my pages of econs while waiting for him to finish his LULALA bath.. Manage to get quite a number of facts into my deadly mind before heading out for dinner and MOVIE! After having dinner at KFC, we went to watch HALLOWEEN! Oh my goodness.. the show is really indeed RATED.. 8/10 stars! It really got me shouting real loud in some part of the show.. its like.. SCARY-YET-YOU-WANT-TO-WATCH kinda movie. Baby had a hard time covering my eyes for the entire 2 hrs show. Loads of sexual scene too.. Not bad not bad. But its M18 so.. NOT SO RA lar! Show ended and I still got the creeps while leaving the cinema.

Baby's com crash and he was helluva irritating. Kept making noises and doing stuff to show HOW BORED he can gets without a computer. WE ended up sleeping early on a friday night and waking up early on a saturday morning. His dad n bro started demolising the computer to figure whatz wrong.. and tata.... HARD DISK problem. Sigh.. I felt so redundant cause I know nuts about COMPUTER even though I'm a IT graduate with a 2.9/4 GPA! Ok.. I know it sucks.. but HELLO... remember that I know NUTS abt computer other than searching for nonsense in the web? Hahahaha! After a whole morning and afternoon of STUDIES... baby brought me out to city hall to WALK ard! Got my sweets ready for the studies and off we go to SIM LIM SQUARE to get the hard disk cause apparently.. Lionel Lee... the PRECIOUS son of the LEE family needs the computer very BADLY. Had our dinner at sim lim area with DA family and .. guess what we do next...............!!!!

MAN.U VS ARSENAL

Thank god that dad had the SCV uploaded with all the channels that we can watch the soccer channel!! HEY FRENs.. must come to my house in the future to watch soccer liao.. NO MORE KOPITIAM la KOPI or drink TIGER BEER liao.. can come to my place.. drink my dad's collection of WINE instead... or I can brew you BONCAFE coffee with the coffee mixer! Hahaha! Baby was watching and surfing the net while I studied my way through that 2 hrs with occasional CHEERING and.. BOOING! In the end.. baby was pretty unhappy about the result cause it was so last min that ARSENAL SCORED! He was like.. Shait.. NO.. and whatever words he thought off.. just CAME OUT! The final score... 2-2! Hahahah! Drove to Junction 8 to pick mummy up and send her home while I head to his place to stayover again!

Woke up early again to study while he does his usual newspaper reading. He finally got his bro to fix the computer. How lovely his bro is.. stay up late just because of him..! Baby was indeed as happy as a lark when he got his computer repaired for FREE and he started with his I TOUCH information that he forgets that I'm studying with an EMPTY STOMACH! I simply hates touchy touchy INVASION.. it got baby so crazy over it! He made me so made about it once cause I was so in need of food and he nicely SECRETLY look out for info on touchy without my acknowledgement and when he realise that I found out that he was reading info on that.. he gave me that.. *stick out tongue look* and said.. OPPS! Went to junction 8 to have our late lunch at pastamania! ooo man.. I finally had my creamy chicken! *slurp* Walk ard j8 and tata.. off we head to AMK central.

Bought my Wii game (AGAIN). Some police case was happening ard amk central. A teenage girl was questioned by the police. Looks like an ah lian to me.. and how gross it is.. to have so many cuts on her hand. Gosh.. foolish action! She actually carve names with the blade on her hand. Eeeuu.. and its all over the lower part of her hand(wrist portion)! IT was pretty a big hoo haa over at amk just now. Got to his and carried on with my studies. Had my dinner and tata.. HOME for me!

This week will be a fast week again! Baby's gonna get his ass out on WED night.. but sad to say.. I have got to STUDY.. so I guess I'm gonna stay over at his place to study cause the ambience is just so RIGHT FOR ME! hahahah! Ok.. gtg now! Take care peeps! And.. Lisa.. please dun brood over all the unhappy stuff already lar.. I'm always here for u.. I'm ur part time bf remember? Though I couldnt be really there for u cause of all the factors like.. My studies.. my bf existence and.. erm.. U STAY AT TAMPINES but still.. I'm just a phone call away! And after my studies.. I'm free! WE can do stuff tgt again! So.. just dun think so much and.. WAIT for ME! 28 NOV will be THE DAY! Huifang and Joannas will be WAITING for THE DAY too! lalallalala

mac

2007-11-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

Its really a MAC day for me today. Studied for 10 hrs in amk mac TODAY! I must say.. that its pretty fruitful. I cant really get to sleep again.. cause I've got a feeling that baby'z is gonna book out tomorrow. But sigh.. heard that he wont be able to get his ass out if he fails his IPPT!Lets just pray that he gets to pass all 5 stages esp. PULL UP of 6 times( I think)! I have been having very wierd nightmares nowadays.. guess the wierdest one was last night when I actually dreamt of MELISSA and ENRIQUE stuff dead rats (or dogs.. I cant remember) on my face.. I cant explain my wierd dreams at times.. its just so STUPID yet scary!

Sigh.. its friday already! In 4 more days.. I will FACE the word ECONS on the paper... gosh.. I'm starting to like econs but.. I guess I just need more time to understand it.. but ... its just 4 days.. WHERE GOT TIME!

I made up my mind that if I fail more than 1 paper during this examination, I will prolly get my ass to work and stop the STUDY STRESS! I'm too old for it I guess.. poly has taught me too much relaxation but I really do love my poly life!

My student is really damn adorable lar. He called me yesterday to hint me for present because... apparently this smart boy scored full marks for english and 99.5 for maths and full marks for health ed and social studies. How lovely right?

I gtg now to finish up my revision. I WANNA GO SHOP TILL I DROP and DANCE till I'm MAD!!

I HATE TO STUDY

2007-10-31T00:57:00.001+08:00

I seriously detest studies to the fullest. I don't mind gaining that extra knowledge but not EXAMS! I can get everything into my head if I'm not involve in EXAMINATION! I felt so moody! I was stuck at home for nicely... 2 days! Dad is on leave for 2 days already.. Grr... can he like.. GO TO WORK ASAP! Haha.. heard that he will be leaving for some country this weekend again! He was nice enuff to get all the CHANNELS up into the SCV! ANd now.. I can watch tv till siao liao..! Sigh.. but I'm stuck in that study room for almost 2 days.. I'm getting bored with that room already.. guess I will SUA TIO soon! *sound so lianish right* Hahaha.. I SONG LEI! Hahaha! Ok..I'm crazy!

I don't know why but I feel so sleepy almost everyday this week. Keep having my afternoon naps.. and I guess its prolly cause of the EXISTANCE of my daddy. He has been asking me out for lunch for the past 2 days.. I'm GETTING FAT! I'm done with 5 chapts of marketing and 1 chapt of econs! Have to be done with 8 chapts of marketing and 5 chapts of econs by this week.. ELSE I can pronouce DEAD!

Met up with baby just now at BOON LAY again. The trip now to boon lay seems pretty short now.. but the way back.. is always boring with occasional tears! I miss my baby loads! The 2 hrs we had in every nights out is never enough. Time seems to pass very fast and before we knew it, we have to walk to that dreadful path to the TAXI STAND. Hugging ur hands real tight while walking through that path cause I knew I will have to bid farewell very soon! No matter how much I dread it, I still have to fake a smile and hold my tears and ZOOM... taxi drove off! OK.. its not everytime I feel that way... just AT TIMEs when I know I wont get to see u that often that week! I guess I just love u way too much! Oh.. and.. we decided to head to the bowling ALLEY to show our stunts soon. LONG GAO stunts I mean. I really laugh out loud when baby suddenly ask me if we could go at night cause there wont be too much pple.. and then I replied.. HELLO... AT NIGHT THEN GOT ALOT OF PPLE LOR... *toots*! And we both laugh out loud! Ok.. quite silly.. I know!

November is gonna be a pack pack week that I forsee. I have chalet right after my papers. 3 day 2 night thingy. Tai tai session with Lisa on 10 Nov, Tuiton on 15 Nov, have to watch movie on a weekday with Lisa, Ah bert bday celebration on the 24 Nov (going with baby) and Lisa'z clubbing on the 29 Nov! Sigh.. where got time to work! U tell me lar! KUMON... kumon... please call me! I've yet to hear from u again!

Ok.. let me rant abit before I head to bed... I miss my superlicious.candylicious.tenderlicious.SWIMMING COSTUME(yong yee)

back!

2007-10-29T20:11:00.000+08:00

I'm back.. heheh... to show u guys some really adorable photos.. hehehe...

Dear dear.. with his Mont Blanc Wallet

Me with SNoopy!!

weekends

2007-10-29T11:30:00.000+08:00

I must admit.. Last week's weekend was HELLUVA fun! Ok.. I'm suppose to STUDY.. but the thought abt the PHOTOS that Joanna, banana and SASA WANTS... just made me engrossed in blogging a little. So.. BLAME on U PEEPS ah!!! ahahhaa!

Friday

The whole afternoon was pretty boring with me playing WII(till I sweat like crazy). Met up with sasa at 6.45pm and this gurl here kinda wander ard in junction 8 cause I was late and she was so NEW and virgin to this junction 8! WE walk ard aimlessly.. cause we have only got an hr to walk ard.. so NO MANICURES for the both of us and therefore we snacked ard! Hahaha! Bitch and heart to heart conversation while walking ard! ITs pretty fun.. I must say.. can smell the TAI TAI session breeze while walking.. cause.. THEREz like NO WORRIES abt studies and stuff! Hahaha! Baby was ALLOWED to book out on FRIDAY NIGHT! I was really HAPPY when I heard abt the news. Met up with the rest at abt 8pm at newton! Everywas was dressed in YELLOW! Oh my.. Photos will be uploaded in MY PHOTO ALBUM.. SO GO VIEW it when its ready.. and also can go n see Lisa's site Lisa's Photo Album . Had our dinner at newton.. I must admit.. IT WAS REALLY FUN..cause we are able to take thousand n million one shots like a tourist.. and gossips our way while enjoying the delicious dinner! Baby was really nice too.. to wait for me AT HOME while I'm having my ladies nite. Left abt 10 plus... took a cab down to his place. Wanted to give him a surprise but the mood and momentum NOT THERE.. thus.. the surprise was a goner! Dear was anxiously WAITING for a surprise.. but NONE came! *oops* I guess I'm too old for any liao lar.. and the time I have for the week is like.. SO LITTLE! ANd with the SURPRISE I had for my bday.. I guess.. the PRESENT will win ALL of it! Hahahah! Slack ard his place till his parents came home from dinner. Off to my place to get the WII console and my clothes.THen off to MACDONALDS.. and I left my Ez link card there! SHiat! Got back home at 2 plus and BOM.. KO!!!

Saturday Woke up later than baby.. cause this silly boy kinda got used to SLEEP EARLY/LATE also MUST WAKE UP HABIT in NS! Slack ard at his place with occasional nap in the middle.. and then off to AMK central to have our weekly shopping spree at AMK!! HAHAHA... IT was a really fun spree I must say.. we went to get our wii games.. then walk ard amk hub.. then WE QUEUED UP FOR 4D! HAhahaha... yes.. baby's first time!! Damn hilarious lar.. I feel so gambler with him... cause I can explain almost everything abt 4d and TOTO to him.. this gambler IDIOT! HAhahah! But I must admit that it has been a long time since i last purchased 4d! Got home and get ready for the dinner at the LINE with the family. Woo hoo.. wore my wedge.. and it hurts so much.. but I look terrific in it! Hahaa... the food was ok.. manage to eat alot of expensive stuff there.. like.. THE ALASKA crap! I ate really ALOT.. and due to the fact that I was pretty QUIET throughout.. I KEPT eating to get myself busy. Baby's gang of bros and the babes had kinki ideas of DRESSING up for the PARTY as it is HALLOWEEN night! Baby got me a Fairy WING which cost 35 bucks. And the rest of the guys WORE TERRORIST outfit to suit the night. As for my baby, he wore a devil's HORN! The night was really fun! Baby and I drank to our heart's content. Felt so high while he's drunk cause the bros MADE HIM DRUNK! Have to send him home without enjoying the dancefloor with the gurls! BUt still.. I really enjoy that night.. and I hope pple who went.. ENJOYED TOO!!!

Sunday

Sunday was more like.. our day! Slack at his place till 5pm. Drove the car out to town cause baby wants to SHOP! Its really wierd to be in town on SUNDAYS.. I dunno WHY! Saw eb family and yes.. MEL! Hahahaha! Had our dinner at SPEGADDIES.. and it was baby's first time there. Glad that he enjoys his meal! It was suppose to be MY TREAT but.. he paid in the end! *lurves* Walk ard heeren and got myself a facial form and it was from his expense account again! HAHAHA! And after everything.. its Home sweet home.. and I wont be seeing him again till next saturday! Sigh.. I'm missing him really alot again.. and u know wat peepx.. ITS BACK TO STUDIES!!!!!

Thursday!

2007-10-26T08:54:00.000+08:00

ITs finally a friday! A day I'm somehow looking forward to because baby is gonna be back from the jungle and I MIGHT be able to see him tonight! I miss him really much! Cant wait to hear his voice to ensure myself that he'z really back SAFE and SOUND!

Apart from that.. everyone knows that I WENT shopping yesterday and b4 that had my major accounting test right? OK.. I shall update on this 2 stuff!

Accounting Examination

It was my first time having to take this major paper in SIM! The exam hall is really BIG and the rules and regulation is like so wierd yet strict unlike poly lifes when u can at least leave ur important stuff in the pocket provided! I felt so uneasy with all my personal belongings in my bag and there are like SO MANY pple crowding ard ur bag. But anyway.. NOTHING was lost. I nearly fall asleep while waiting for the paper to start. I was nearly SHOCK by the question they ask.. So chim! The lecturers have never even taught us anything much at all! Ok.. so I can now not blame myself for not attending his lesson! I wouldnt say that he is lousy but just.. sigh! I dunno! Everyone who knows me knew that I left pretty fast like.. 2hrs for 7 major questions! I couldnt really do much! Dun even bother to check cause I really lose hope on it! I nearly FELL ASLEEP while doing question 4 and I just dun have the mood to continue the rest.. but still I manage to complete the 7 question with everything I know but yet I know its WRONG! Calculation like EBIT, EBITDA and goodwill was memorized in my heart.. but none came out! I can foresee myself repeating this module.. but hack care lar.. I tried my best already! Most of my friends complained abt the paper too! Got back the results for the marketing PROJ! I must say that.. my effort for it wasn't as strong as the others but yet I earn the credits from them. REally got to thank this bunch of friends.. without them.. there won't be Distinction for marketing proj! So I have got dist for the test and proj.. NEXT is.. DIST for the major one! *fat hope* Hahahaha!

Shopping in the evening was great. Met up with Nicholas Tey and Mark Wong cause apparently Mr MARK has to wait for his camry to get serviced! It was my first time out with him alone though.. but for a short while. Nice short outing we had yea..? Bought baby (ok lar... for myself MAYBE).. a wii GAME! Crayon Shinro.. LA PI XIAO XIN game and then head down to town to meet the babes! Mac for dinner then shop for awhile b4 entering to MONT BLANC again! This was my 6th trip down I think! Finally.. it wasn't a wasted trip cause.. I BOUGHT the wallet that baby lurves already. ITs wrapped up so I couldnt really show u guys the wallet but its just a normal wallet that has a money clip inside (his lurves)! Its my first time purchasing something so expensive! Felt the pain piercing when I was paying but.. I felt COMPLETE and EXCITED when I left mont blanc cause I can forsee a SMILE on baby's face and a peck on MY FACE! -CAN't WAIT- Shop ard Charles and Keith for almost an hr cause 3 of us.. are crazy over the WEDGE! Tried like many times and finally we got the SAME PAIR of WEDGE! HF and SA(I'm so gonna call u that in my blog) got the same colour and I got the brown one cause they said they sAW me IN THAT SHOE! hahahah! We had our funs and laughter that we didnt realise it was already 10 plus when we finish taking photos in THE TOILET as usual. Met up with Lionel Koh and Kooichi to head home tgt. Kooichi... U never fail to make me laugh lar.. the whole trip home seems so HAPPY and short! They were nice enuff to send me to the INTERCHANGE! THANKS ah! Went to get Cleo mag in order to make my time faster cause I doubt I will study much for this week! Got home.. played La Pi Xiao Xing! ITs in JAP lar! Dun understand a shit.. but I manage to get 60 points for this event in the game. I had to do THE ULTRAMAN action. Hahaha! The rest are cute too.. just that I dunno the controls for it. They had one that has to jump from one tyre to the other.. as fast as possible. SO CUTE RIGHT! Wii is fun just that its really a hassle to BATH after every game. U will sure SWEAT IT OUT! No more diet pills or exercising cause WII does EVERYTHING.

Some photos that will do the talking! Sasa will do the REST!

The 3 bitches, idiots and BABES!!!!

Shopaholic SASA in action

Shopaholic 2 n ACTION

The gift I bought for baby! Oh my.. the paper bag abit crumpled liao lor. Sigh.. Sis told me that they lower down their budget already. They used to chop those typical red wax stamp on it to signify its uniqueness of mont blanc.. but they do it with STICKERs now! Freakie neh neh! Sigh.. I'm really broke now! Gonna start working! I wanna do my hair, buy sis her present and buy more clothes to dump all my ugly clothings! I wanna do hair extentions.. one that CURLS like a doll! I somehow misses my curl hair!!

Still look so great without make up.. and when I doll up.. it will be.. better!

Haiz.. I miss my curl!!!

15 mins to terror!

2007-10-25T08:15:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my.. I woke up like damn freaking early this morning! And nope.. not to be awake to study but just try to get myself back to dreamland for 4 hrs. I was tossing and turning and manage to get my light sleep occassionally. Kept thinking about what kinda of question it will come out later and.. if I still remembers stuff I thought I forgot! I'm really very stress as u can see.. sigh.. at this point of time.. I need baby's encouragement but sad to say.. he's giving me at the jungle in our sleep! Hahaha! I somehow got quite use to him not being physically here for me.. on the positive side. I can at least do my things at ease and not.. fiddling my hp hoping he will SMS me anytime anywhere! Use to laugh at Jane for bringing her phone even to the toilet to bath at that time when her bf is in NS and now.. POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK! Hahahah!

So m I ready for the papers later? I would just give it a 50-50 possibility! I dun yearn for a distinction or so watever... JUST get through with this first sem and WORK hard for the second one! AS IN REAL HARD! I must admit.. that I slack too much this semester.. COME ON Man.. I even went on a holiday despite that THERES SCH that week and test the next week! I'm seriously too slack this sem.. and thus.. I promise myself.. NO MORE SLACKING after this semester.. and I just pray hard that this sem will be a PAST and never a PRESENT! PLEASE god.. let me fulfil my dream!

GOnna head to town later.. Woo hoo.. .time for some relaxation! Oh.. and to Michelle, Lisa, Joanna Khoo, Alicia, Joanna Lye, Huifang and those who knows Lionel lee yong yee... there will be a party coming on this SATURDAY at either dbl o or DXO! Venue is to be confirm on the day itself.. please make urself free that night and we can party like mad this weekend! Its a 21st bday bash and thus we really do hope that u guys can make it to the party! Do contact Lionel or myself for more information on that day! Hehehe! Alright.. gtg for sch now! Gonna need all the lucky from u peepx... Borrow first return later! hehehhe! Sayonara!

Boo BOO!

2007-10-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

GR... I'm fucking doodle STRESS! What I really need is just some SHOPPING and probably.. some real GIRLS talk where I can complain all the stress I'm having now! I simply hate EXAMS! Find it rather funny why EXAMs are created when people only studies so hard for it and then forgets everything right after the paper! Hahahah! Well.. at least I'm one of them who does that! U can ask me anything now.. and I can tell u here or part thereof but if u ask me abt it.. right after the paper.. I WILL PROBABLY forget even the most basic thing! Hahaha! Well.. thats me.. FIFI TAN!

I really cant wait for tomorrow to come.. not for the paper but the activities AFTER THE PAPER! I'm gonna teach Mr Rai again and then.. off to TOWN to shop for baby's gift! Oh my.. time flies aeh.. its WED night already! I totally lose track of the time today! At 8.30am till 12pm.. I'm stuck at chapt 9 - ratio ANalysis ( which I am still farking blur at it) and then 12 till 3.30pm .. Chapt 10 which is still quite ALRIGHT! Issac called to tell me his posting and I ended up talking nonsense till 4.30pm! then back to books from 4.30 till 6pm.. HAD my dinner and bath and then back to books till 9pm! I'm not really done with it yet.. but JUST GIVING IT UP! I have enuff of everything! I felt the STRESS again.. and so its an excuse for me to close everything and SLEEP till song song! Not gonna bother if its gonna fail.. I already tried my best.. like what daddy always tells me.. FELI.. SLEEP EARLY.. we all know u tried ur best.. so.. dun study liao! OK... SO I'm gonna DO THAT TOdAY! Hahahhaha!

Just look at how pitiful it can be for a MAHJONG ADDICT to study on the mahjong table!! I have not touched the mahjong tiles for like.. 4 mths! Oh my.. someone please JIO me to make some NOISE man... I miss the sound of PONG, GONG.. HU!!!

The view from my study room! Nice right? Sigh... its even nicer when u're studying and the wind is blowing into the room.. and its COLD wind somemore! Sigh... I lurve the view from my flat man.. AT TIMEs.. if u're lucky.. u can see white CRANES, Eagles and MONKEY.. yes.. ALOT of it! Still remember how funny it is when baby came to my place to pass my macdonalds and there were so many monkey at the bridge! Was pretty worried at that time that they will attack him for the food! Wooo hoo.. but turns out.. MONKEY hates MACDONALDS!

Ok.. THIS IS THE STress fifi. Hm... looks like.. no white hair are seen yet! Thank GOD! Still.. Sigh.. my face is currently in the CUI situation! Look so dead! Mummy kept asking me to take care of my face and.. even bought facial products back for me... but AHhhhhhhhhh... WHERE GOT TIME! I'm so in need of ranting out my stress now man... HELP!!!!

Blur blur

2007-10-23T15:04:00.001+08:00

Oh no.. I'm feel really damn stress up now! 2 more days to my papers! At times I just regret getting this STINKY degree! Having to see my frens earning cash to buy gucci and LV just make me HATE myself so much! Why did I ever have that intention to sign up that application FORM for that full time studies! Having a real big HEADACHE now for that stupid accounts paper! I conquered 8 chapts out of 11 but .. I'm really DEAD NOW! I'm so sure if anyone gonna ask me abt income statement and stuff... I will PIAK them with all the theorical answers! THe wind seems so strong nowadays... MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SLEEPING can! Oh.. and I SLEPT this afternoon... damn scary lar.. I even dreamt abt the accounts during my sleep and the aftermath of it.. is... 30mins of ACCOUNTS lesson in my dream! I wanna sleep sleep sleep lar!

Baby left for his outfield already! Really sweet of him to flood me with LOADS of care and concern messages before he bids FAREWELL! I'm pretty worried abt him at first but after he left officially... THINGS GOT BETTER! Come on man.. its just 4 days of not hearing his VOICE! I can live with it for sure! 1 night will be gone real fast by tonight and I have to finish chapter 9 b4 I grab Chou chou to sleep!

Sigh.. tuition at 3.30pm with Mr Rai! Oh no.. another stress coming up! Lets hope and pray that he does my hmw today!!

3 mths

2007-10-22T09:54:00.000+08:00

Happy 3rd mthsary to Lionel LEE and Felicia TAN! Ok.. I know I shouldnt behave so CHILDISH at a age of 21 but allow me to alright.. cause my exams are NEARING. Baby and I broke up on the 3rd mth the previous time.. and thus I'm pretty looking forward to this 3rd mth u see! We manage to conquer it! Hahaha! So how did we celebrate this special day? I felt silly but.. I rush down from my place to JURONG POINT just to see him for 2 hrs. Dad, sis and mum kinda think I'm so silly.. EVEN the taxi driver thinks that I'm so WEI DA(NOBLE)! He was really hilarious. He ask me if I'm staying at Boon Lay area and I was like.. NO! Then he ask why do I go al the way dwn from sin ming to JP! And I was pretty shy to tell him.. so I said in a very cripsy voice.. ERm... my bf has nights out and I'm going to meet him. THEN SUDDENLY... WOW.... U VERY WEI DA LEI... VERY TI TIE..! U HOW LONG NEVER SEE HIM LIAO...! Hahahaha.... 3 mths?

WTF.. *shy* he bk in this morning! -then both of us laugh- And as I abt to leave the cab.. HE was like.. FASTER FASTER.. FASTER go find him! HAhahahah! -I felt rather DUMB-

We did our usual shopping at JP! And then when th clock strikes 9.45pm! WE LEFT! Baby bought me my fav. shaker pencil! Aw WEEE!!! Now I'm having the mood to study! *prays* Guess I should have the mood now cause ACCOUNTS paper is like on THURSDAY and I can go shopping on thursday evening to get baby's present.. and then he may be able to book out on FRIDAY.. and we may be able to head dwn to banana's bday bash! Then.. its baby's celebration on SATURDAY! Gonna head for THE LINE for dinner with his whole family (which means I gonna splurge money on a nice pairs of heels and prolly do my nails) and then DOUBLE 0 for his bday celebration with the brothers and friends! People who know us must come ok? SEE.. my weekend for the week is like so fun can.. HAHAHA! SO... STUDY STUDY STUDY! ECONS.. here I come .and ACCs... WOo hoo.. I'm here!!!!

Weekends!

2007-10-21T15:49:00.000+08:00

After a mth of baby entering to sispec, this was the first time my SUNDAY was burn for some fire shooting reason. I was pretty disppointed but at least my weekends were prety great.

I felt rather emo on Friday morning due to.. *ahem*. Did no studies at all except sleeping for 2 hrs in the afternoon. Baby's assumption for the booking out time was WRONG and thus I was walking aimlessly at AMK from 5.30pm till 8.30pm! Went to do my nails when baby told me.. HE might not come out that early. Right after my nails are done.. I rush down to his place ASAP. Thank god that he's staying like SO NEAR AMK and my place. WAited for him to finish his bath and also washing his clothes. IT was abt 9.30 that we set off to GEYLANG for Dim Sum. Searching for a parking lot there was really tough.. and it was abt 10 plus that we manage to start our dinner. Ordered like chicken feet, chee chiong fan, porridge, hah gao, pai gu and erm... ETC! Our stomachs were so filled after we comb EVERYTHING! I will give it 9/10 for the food and fun we had. It was 11.30 when we left Geylang. Baby felt that it was pretty early to go home since therez nothing much to do at home.. and we went for.. MOVIES! Went to Cine to catch SUPERBAD after hearing Lisa's recommendation. The movie starts at 1.50am and.. so.. we walk ard the deadly street of ORCHARD cause itz pretty surprising that it so QUIET on a friday night!

We walk all the way down to Wheelock to drink COFFEE. Thatz one thing I really love abt baby.. things we do tgt are pretty sweet! I like it so much when we can sit down, enjoy the air-con, read the papers and talk about NONSENSE! Don't get what I mean..

Check this out! Hahahaha!

I was pretty bo liao at one point that I started snapping photos. The air con was damn shivering cold and thus we left for MOVIES! Take a stroll back to Cine and then.. show started!

The show is indeed terrific! Damn funny I must say with all the dicks drawings. Baby was laughing his ass of at some scenes. And the way he describe the movie was.. ITS abt drinking, SEX and.. dicks! Hahahah! Reached his place at 4am.. and Ko-ed!

Woke up at 10.30am! Headed down to Amk area to get his hair cut...

Find it rather adorable to see him having glued on his seat and the hairdresser shave off his hair. Reminds me of how it will be if I will to be Mrs LEE watching my son and the daddy glued on the chair with THAT FACE when the hairdresser starts shaving. Hahahahah!

Had Bak Ku Teh with his parents after that.. and then back home to carry on with our sleep till.. 4! Reach town at 6pm to meet up the rest. Our intention for the day was to shop for his present but.. something is just so wrong for this weekend. Everyone seems not in the mood to do anything. In the end.. I couldnt believe it but.. Lisa, baby and me got home at 11 plus! Like HELLO... its SO EARLY! Felt rather sleepy after bathing.. and I slept when baby finish packing his stuff and his bath. I couldnt really remember what I told him but.. we hang up fast. Kinda regret not being fully awake to talk to him..

He's in camp now.. and is already at some ulu place doing his bazooka SHOOTS.. HAHAHHAHA! -not interested- I slept like till 12pm and then slept again till 3 plus! I've no mood to do ANYTHING! Dun like to study when everyone is home.. Can't even study at my study table with peace and .. even the coffee table is used by my dad to watch tv! So dat means.. I will be heading back to BED AGAIN! Hahahaha! Hm.. I hate staying home on SUNDAYS!!!

*waves goodbye to all*

emo n complicated

2007-10-19T11:53:00.001+08:00

Couldnt force myself to sleep last night and my guesses are right.. PMS day for me! Never have I experience such cramps b4 and I can tell u.. ITS KILLING ME! I have no mood to even flip a page of any tb! Made me kinda think through abt my past and future. Made me thought abt someone whom I really dun wanna think abt but BO BIAN.. suddenly just think abt him. Yes... and thats my.....

EX Boyfriend.

3 years of relationship we have been through.. wasnt a really easy one. We gone through many hardships and obsticals. Quarrels were normally harsh yet in a way SWEET cause it always ended us cuddling tgt and apologising. I always thought u're the MAN for me until when I realise what despicable things u have done to me. The lies u made.. were too much that I almost gone bonkers. Still remember how bad state I can be when I couldn't locate u at 5 in the morning for almost a week. Projects lies which I thought were true were all USED as lines in ur stories and I feel like a fool now to believe almost EVERYTIME! I couldnt believe myself to even ask u to take photos as evidence. I just couldnt believe how nuisence I can get for the 3 years. I even have to head down to MUSTAFA just to catch u with THAI girls instead of doing ur SO CALLED never ending PROJECT. I always tell myself u will change one day FOR ME.. but never will I get accurate on this. I always have sleepless night cause I always fear that u will sneak out every night. I even attempted suicide for u and stuff! I feel SO DUMB.. in fact VERY and thus I told myself.. I chose to hate u... esp. WHAT U ARE DOING NOW! After the breakup.. NOTHING goes into ur head! U are still doing stupid things which are somehow not RIGHT! If u think whatever u are doing now is so right.. then go ahead and do ur business for I have no position to talk sense to u anymore. I'm glad and happy with the distance we have now.

I'm really happy with my life now even though my bf isnt really available for me. I like the accompany I have and things I do. I'm always being reprimanded for neglecting friends for bf and I don't know how PRECIOUS friends can be. Especially.. Lisa who will be free most of the time to meet me up when my bf couldnt bk out... Huifang who don't mind the distance to come TPY to study with me.. Tiffany who will still meet me for shopping spree at times.. and baby's friends who will make me laugh like mad everytime we meet up. Virgin things like traveling overseas, watching movie and manicure session that I did with people like Lisa and banana and Huifang are like so fun and unforgettable. These are things that I will never notice how impt it can be without the presence of LIONEL LEE YONG YEE! It was you who taught me the importance of almost everything like FRIENDS.. STUDIES.. and bla bla bla! Though its just 2 mths of relationship.. but the things we did are like.. SO MANY la! I really love it so much when u thought abt crazy places to go when u're in ur dingy camp. Seriously.. I just dunno how will life be if not for u. 3 more days to our 3rd mth! Woo hoo!

rain rain. GO AWAY

2007-10-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

Rain rain.. GO AWAY.. COME again another day.

I hate it so much when I'm studying and it RAINING! The study mood just depreciates whenever the rain goes from a drizzle to a downpour. I feel so sleepy and yes.. I SLEPT which I really shouldnt even think about it. THe whole of today.. I studied like.. only 1.5 chapters AGAIN! And.. fark it.. I dun even understand a single shit. The ratio analysis sucks.. SO MANY formula to remember! My whole hands are filled with ink marks cause.. I have to highlight and write it like almost 100 times! FINALLY... I gave up! So wanted to take a good break by meeting someone up to probably take some fresh air.. BUT NO ONE is FREE! And I swear I'm farking stress now.. my hands are trembling hard now.. and this always happens when I'm very stress! I felt like crying at some point of time when I really couldnt get anything into my FARKING brain. My temper got up real bad that I get so frustrated when mummy irritates me. I talk less that 10 words at home. I threw my tantrum at my student who really got me on my nerves. OH NO... can someone please save me from this agony.

WEekends better be great.. I'm so gonna have 2 days break from all this shit. How I wish.. I have frens like my poly mates.. at least.. we could meet up during exam break to chit chat a little.. and party like crazy when papers are done. Not that I can't now but.. sigh.. DUN WISH TO TALK ABT IT! -to be rescued-

yawn

2007-10-18T14:30:00.001+08:00

Its finally a thursday! Sigh... one week later and I will be sweating for my accounts paper. It isnt easy at all cause I just realise tat I skipped TOO MANY LESSONs and now.. I'm having quite alot of problem for the last 3 chapts. Kinda give up or probably LOST HOPE on that 3 chapts.I'm intending to finish this 3 chapts by today so that I will be able to have a little enjoyment tomorrow with hf for a jog in the gym and WII-ing but but but... my I cant seems to focus as much as the past few days.. WAT HAPPEN! Baby went to his NAVIGATION test today. Objective is to navigate his way out of the jungle.. ON HIS OWN with his team and a COMPASS plus a map. Felt rather proud of him cause... it does show his manly attitude. No need to worry in the future if we are lost in any county liao! Hahahhaha! But I did told him yesterday that IF... he'z lost in the jungle.. he can prolly think abt what present to get from me. Hahahah! Woo.. I can finally get to see him tomorrow.

Went to meet HF at TPY MAC to study. Its quite productive I must say.. though I manage to com like... 1.5 chapts instead of 3.. but at least I manage to understand EVERYTHING! Asset = Liab + Equity and the definition of everything which includes Income - Expense = Profit! Goodwill and FIFO plus LIFO! Pretty contented.. unlike TODAY! It suck.. RATIO ANALYSIS... PROFIT ANALYSIS! WTF are they? Ah.. can some kind soul please help me with it? AHhhh.. I'm so gonna flunk my papers..

ANd babes .. please date me more... after 9 NOV 07 till 1st Jan! Its my holidays.. AND I'm so free.. don't know if KUMON will call me up again.. BUT.. I need MONEY! I WANNA TRAVEL! OK.. enough of ranting! -OUT-

lalalla

2007-10-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

I finally manage to scoop out some time to BLOG! Have been wanting to blog since noon but looks like my studies and MUMMY doesnt permits me to. No.. mummy is not being strict not to allow me to use the com due to studies but because she was stuck at playing MAPLE till 10pm! And its only after nagging for 10mins that she finally STOP the game.

Yesterday was really a relaxation day for me. I made myself so relax that I totally forgot that accounts exam is next THURSDAY! Went shopping with Lisa Woo! REally love shopping with her. Went for a haircut at Super cuts before meeting her up. Well.. I must say that the service there is not that bad just that the hairstylist abit KPO and beng. BUT STILL... good looks would somehow take away the ugly facts abt him. Wanted to do my nails actually.. but due to the time constraint that I have to look for baby's gift.. I FORGO it. Lovely Lisa was so sweet to accompany me to LOOK for the gift. WE bought the same dress too! Hahahaha! Oh.. and I actually wanted to do hair extension but the hairstylist told and warn me not to.. cause he says that the hair they use may or might come from the dead. SO EERIE lar.. can!

Oh.. and I got back all my test results for accountings, econs and marketing. Cr, Cr and Dist respectively. Am pretty happy with results though and really have to thank baby for all the support.

Back to the present story. I went to almost all the branded boutiques.. even GUCCI, but NOTHING CAUGHT my attention.. all so ugly and AH PEK...except this really cool wallet. Emercialago zelda (fuck the spelling lar.. pple who are brand concious will know what I'm talking abt).. ITs like.. WOw.. wow wow... then when I flip at the price... FUCK! I'm stil considering if I should get... its like.. half a K! Add another 99 can get baby's TV liao! Was feeling really pissed with the price till I walk into BEBE! Ah... the TOP... made me n Lisa DROOL la.. really wanted to get it.. but.. the thought abt baby's gift made me walk out of the boutique with a 50 cent face.

Its tuesday.. this week damn fast la.. Started my revision and manage to comb 3 chapters. Sigh.. I miss baby like so very much.. He wont be able to talk to me till friday. And He has to book in on SUN morning..

Banana's bday coming!! Heng that.. u're are going to celebrate on friday.. Right after my exam. But ERm... BANANA.. Lionel's bday 29 OCT Lei.. Oopx! Hahahaha My new hairstyle...

Me n my fav. Lisa!

sob day again

2007-10-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

Weekends were great with ur accompany. Friday was issac's bday celebration and we had helluva fun with all the forfeits and dares. I'm back to my childhood days suddenly where laughters are heard everywhere. Issace had the wATErfall sabo from all of us.. Its like.. a must for the grp in their bdays. Stayed over baby's place on friday night though my initial plan was to let him have his ample rest while I'm home Sleeping. SAturday was great too.. with wii games entertainment again. My hand aches so badly now.. BUT Hahha.... muscles ARE PROTRUDING on my arms. Du du du...! Went to his fren's chalet and then Lionel Koh came with presents.. and.. we went to watch Mr woodcock. DUMB SHOW!

I felt rather pissed now. I hate myself at times. Yes.. though I may have the nicest and most WONDERFUL BOYFREN but apart from that. I just hate everything. I hate my dad.. I simply dun understand.. I'm already 21... why can't I just have the freedom to do what I want. Why must I report every single thing to you? I dun mind telling u the truth at times.. but the question u shoot me back and the reprimands u give me just gave me the shivers whenever I tells the truth. I dun understand.. Why is it that my sis can have her freedom during my age and yet I can't.

My mum is getting on my nerves too. She's over suspicious and I hate it so much when she nags the same STORY over and over again.

Still.. I loves her lot... but just.. CAN I HAVE A BREAK? I'm so in need of moving out of this stinky home. I wanna have my own life... FUCK!

The only way to forget all this pain.. is when I'm out. The more I splurge, the happier I am. But when I'm home.. EVERYTHING COMES BACK TO NORMAL. Why are parents such a BORE. I'm sure my dad is not worried my safety.. but more like.. being a CHAUVINIST dad.

AHhh... I wanna move out... FAST!!!!

pain

2007-10-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

I'm experience severe pain on my whole entire leg. It was so painful that I certain that I am not going to step into the gym anymore this week. Oh no.. I'm getting OLD! Is this what a 21 year old will get after exercising? My god! It was again another boring day.. woke up at 8.30am and slept back at 11am till 12 plus! i'm freaking lazy for the entire day. Headed for school at 1pm and rush home for relaxation at 5pm STRAIGHT! Potato couch till 9pm when therez totally no show to WATCH anymore!

I don't know why but.. TCS are getting lousy on their drama show. It no longer catch my attention that much. Still remember those days when my time table for leisurement would be 7pm REST till 10pm! But now.. itz no longer happening! BORING! Its wednesday tomorrow! Gonna meet up with tiffany and probably if time permits.. will meet up mel for her bday! Ah.. hope this wed will somehow brighten my day a little! Kinda look forward to this weekend totally! Its finally a day when dear could book out from fri till sun! Woo hoo.. Durians.. are COMING like finally! I wanna PLAY WII SPORTS on friday night! I wanna do like thousand and million one things! Oh man.. I'm getting crazy.. Yawn.. gtg.. -BORED-

Wii wii wii

2007-10-08T11:08:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY was great! Started off with family bonding after 2 mths of my disappearence of not having lunch with my family. Went to AMOY to makan and then back home. Time pass damn slow for that few hrs before I start preparing for SHOPPING SESSION with Lisa. Met up with LKY at Braddell since it was eons that I last met him. Getting fitter and cuter with that super adorable hairstyle. Met up with Lisa and parted with LKY as he had to head for church. Shop ard and made our appointment for mani! Time pass like uber fast when I'm out with her. Gossips.. bitching.. WALKING.. and almost everything. And.. with the occassion love sms from baby.. EVERYTHING seems so perfect for me on SATURDAY! Dinner at SUN with MOON with Lisa! Its her treat! Woo hoo... fabulous expensive dinner! I love the SWORDFISH meat so much.. so TENDER! Met up with Zw after that.. and then the rest! Went to catch RESIDENT evil 3 without the presence of baby. Its.. like freaking nice and SCARY lar.. HF and I felt like leaving halfway cause its too SCARY to carry on for us.. ESPECIALLY me when baby is not there for me to pinch! Hahahaha!

Got home at 3 plus in the morning and slept till 7am! Less than 3 hrs of sleep but its all worth it. Finally get to see him at abt 9am and we started playing WII from then onwards.

SEe how much he concentrate on this game. Helluva FUN!

This was really HILARIOUS! I laugh till.. stomach pain! Objective is to follow the rythm and DANCE with it and knowing that baby is so lousy in DANCing.. HE looks like a robotic while playing! But his rythm still can pass la.. PPLE used to be in band one mah.. HAHAHHAHA!

Time pass really fast when he'z out.. It was abt 6pm that we went for dinner with his parents at AMK central. Change the game that couldn't be played. AND after that... HOME SWEET HOME for me! Heard from baby that the game we change.. CAN BE PLAYED!Oh yea.. I'm so gonna stuck myself at his place to play when he is out man.. and I left the WII at his place AGAIN! :(.. Sorry huifang.. we have to wait till dun NOE when then can play WII le!

Set this week Routine ORDER for myself.. HAHAHA! Find it rather useful.. at least I can get myself real busy sometimes! AND this week.. I'm super pack. Tuition, Project, REVISION and outings. THe only outing I can make myself for is WEDNESDAY with tiffany! Woo hoo! Went to the GYM this morning cause baby thinks I'm putting on some weight! SHIT!

I sweat like anything after running for 15 mins! So gonna run everyday! Woo hoo!

hungry!

2007-10-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

Ok.. SO I'm finally home on a FRIDAY night! I'm tired and so HUNGRY! Test today is neither here nor there.. cant determine if I can pass or fail but whatever it is... ITS OVER.. shall not even think a shit abt it. Went to CLEMENTI with Anne to do threading for my brows... MY VIRGIN experience lar! Its like so painful but FAST and CHEAP.. so I dun mind going back again... lol!

bus 52 drove off right in front of us.. and we waited for another one.. REACHED HOME at 8pm can...! WAnted to settle my dinner at home actually.. but looks like mum's cooking isn't to my likings tonight and thus I SKIPPED it. Feeling really damn HUNGRY right now lar.. still waiting for Mr Tan to come to my place at 10.30pm to pick me up for DINNER.. I've craving for Aljunied Chup lao food suddenly... but haiyaz... dunno this lazy bum will bring me there anot!

I miss my dearie SO muchie... ahh.....

Friday

2007-10-05T11:05:00.000+08:00

Its finally FRIDAY! The day I have been waiting and waiting for it to PASS! Am going to have marketing test later.. GRR! And after the paper.. I can proclaim.. fun filling for the weekend. Gonna start some serious mugging next week already.. Gosh!

So plans for tomorrow.. will be.. Tai tai SESSION with Lisa! Manicure.. shopping.. walking... EATING.... GOSSIPING! Omg.. so many things to do can! Gonna make myself so very tired to get myself snoring away on sat night so that I can fast forward the night to meet baby up on sunday MORNING! *cant wait*

Sigh... can the time.. fast forward abit now... LET ME FINISH THE TEST ASAP!!!! I cant take the anxiety ANYMORE!!!

Nights out!

2007-10-04T12:19:00.001+08:00

Its funny how I can predict things at times. My six sense are very well known for itz Zun-ness! First encounter: I remembered telling baby that WHAT IF he can't book out on saturday due to some factor which I think it may happen... and HE was like.. NO LAR.. cannot be.. Choi Choi Choi! In the end.. my sway chui ness really ZUN! Then.. I predicted yesterday that baby is gonna have nights out for a few hrs and I will sure get to see him.. and Lalalala... I'm RIGHT again! My whole wed was pretty DEAD. Walk ard like a Zombie ard the house.. Had my afternoon nap( for the first time this week).. Studied only 1 chapt of marketing and I just felt damn shitty for the whole day until baby called me at 5pm asking me WHERE AM I! I was pretty delighted when he called actually but was still having DEAD syndrome after the nap. Rush down to city hall when HE called and said that he may be late.. and so.. I travelled all the way down to BOON LAY from.. Bishan to Raffles to BOON LAY.. my backside nearly ROT! Jurong Point is again a FOREIGN place for me.. but I guess and hope it will be soon a meeting place for the both of us.

Settled our dinner at Swensen.. cause JP is filled with so many botak heads. Walk ard JP and pasar Malam and then sit down to chill at Mac cafe. Took a cab tgt to drop him off at his camp and then from his camp to my place... COST ME A NICELY $19.10 for the whole trip. OH MY.. but its worth it since I dun go out often during weekdays now and its once in a while that I get to see baby on WEEKDAYS!

I nearly went clubbing with Huifang last night but something just tells me NO.. stay home.. be a good girl and good things will happen to me.. and thats why I STAYED HOME. I then told baby abt it.. and he kinda touched me with his silly words again.. He said that he will prolly head down to the place I am and surprise me with his appearence. It did make me smile widely in my heart though..

Sigh.. I'm missing him like awesomely much again.. but thank god that sispec isnt that jialut still.. Hm... BACK TO CHAPT 9.. on marketing.. then my fav. chapt 10.. cause its the last chapter and the best chapter I'm in so far.. STYLES.. FADs.. bla bla bla...

Bleah

2007-10-03T09:16:00.001+08:00

Its gonna be another mugging day.. Gosh. I can't believe that I actually skip sch for MARKETING test which is just 30 question of true false. I guess the love for marketing is still pretty strong but its so different now cause itz getting so much tougher. I'm not going for the kumar show on sat anymore and baby told me last night that he wont be booking out on sat. I felt disappointed for a sudden but have to understand that this wasnt what he wanted too.

Sigh.. the sudden urge to study harder for marketing just disappear right after the news broke out. Thank god that Lisa is still available for me on saturday.. guess I wont be playing WII.. but.. I'm so in need of shopping. Gonna get shoes and.. LISA.. follow me for medicure session can? Hahahhaha....

boring Stress!

2007-10-02T18:45:00.000+08:00

Oh man.. what a stressful day it is today! not only is it stress.. its also boring! Woke up at 8.30am and started studying from 9 till 3.15pm. Cant really get to remember everything.. just writting down notes and hoping that I can get the senses and fact into my head. The only way to relax myself is to walk ard the house.. SNACKS, TV programs, BATHING and face mask. YES.. its a habit for me to do facial mask during exam period. lol! Wierdo right?

Went for tuition classes after that at 3.30pm till 5pm. Time pass like damn fast.. whenever I'm teaching him.. ITS like.. EH.. 1.5hrs gone le! Got home.. BATH again and.. STUDY again. Manage to comb 5 chapters.. gonna start memorizing later.. hmphs!

My mind is thinking abt WII man.. since no one is free to entertain me on friday night.. I guess I shall head down to AMK central to get WII games for baby after my sch and I'm so gonna sleep real early.. DAMN TIRED! ANyone free to have dinner with me on Friday night at AMK central.. BANANA.. are u?

Alrighty.. gtg go dinner now.. My 21st bday pics -GO TAKE A LOOK!

Wii

2007-09-30T19:53:00.000+08:00

Oh! Wat a splendid weekend I had this week. Baby book out at 10am on Sat morning.. and I had only like 2 hrs of sleep on Friday. Went DXO with Alicia, Huifang and Banana. We went to watch Dead gurl before that.. it SUCK! Therez totally no nice show nowadays. Slack ard at baby's house for awhile and off we head to TPY with his parents for lunch. The western food was superd. Went down to Queensway Ikea after that.. and we realise it was pretty a dumb decision to go down cause we didnt even know whatx the purpose of going down. Anyway.. we had our fun and left after half an hr to city hall. Finally made my decision to get the Dior lipgloss! I'm so gonna have wet lips SOON! Hahahhaha! Walk ard city hall.. and then back to AMK to have our dinner.

Wii Story

We were having arguements from city hall to amk central about buying Wii on Saturday. Baby kept insisting to get it next week whereas I insist on getting in NOW! He manage to convince me to get it next week with his words and therefore we headed down to AMK to HAVE OUR DINNER. Dear wanted to check out some game shop in AMK on Wii.. and being the usual EXCITED and CRAZY girl.. I jump with joy. Baby just have his ways to cheer me up almost everytime. We ask ard the prices.. and finally got the cheapest price among all the shop we ask. I was feeling really excited abt it that I plead baby to get it immediatly. We discuss all the pros and cons during dinner.. and finally made up our mind... WE BOUGHT IT! 600 bucks.. Jap Mod.. 2 controllers and 5 games. We played for awhile at night cause we were too tired after rushing back to amk to get our tv audio cable.

Woke up on Sunday and started our game marathon. Played Pangya golf with those cute swings... Baby nearly HIT MY HEAD! Got really tired after that.. thus a nap after that. Woke up.. and continued with our mario game. Fight ard with baby.. in Wii! Its like so fun! i finally had my dream come true. A WII! Went to AmK central after that.. to have our dinner again. Had macs and bought myself SMOOVEs on! A wii exercise game. Dun have the chance to play for the week cause he'z booking in tonight.. Got home and thatx all for our meetup for this week.

Sigh.. if not for the TEST I'm having this week... I swear I will bring that Wii back! But.. whatx WII when therez no U to play with. I can't punch anyone when I couldnt win. Hahahahah! FRIENDS who are bored or wants to have some fun.. CALL ME.. and we will WII together! Hahahahha!

Thursday

2007-09-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

ALright.. So its finally Thursday! Home time flies right? Woo hoo and soon.. I will get to meet baby on Sat and then.. very soon.. 10 weeks will pass even without realising it. *pray*! Just check the calenders and realise that the 10th week will be during my holidays.. and which means.. I will prolly work for a few weeks to earn extra cash.

I'm suppose to start mugging for my mock tomorrow.. but seriously.. I just couldnt. Having the bed behind me and the laptop right in front of me just make me wander ard aimlessly other than my book. Went to do my proj this afternoon.. got there early and at least it wasnt a wasted trip. Chatted with Anne while waiting for the rest to come. Lol! Finish up my part for the proj.. and tata! Rush down for tuition after that and seriously.. i think my student here is really smart and cute esp. his younger brother who is like so cute n handsome but mischievious. I love them all... how I wish my kids are like them.. naughty yet smart. His younger brother would come in and chat with me.. as if I'm their jie jie.. Damn cute.

Its friday tomorrow. Gonna meet banana for movies I guess! Aint that sure if baby is gonna book out tomorrow.. but I shall not pint too much high hopes on it.

bad day

2007-09-25T19:15:00.000+08:00

What a terrible day today. Went to see the doc and hopefully everything will be alright. Baby wasnt abt to msg me for the whole day.. Felt damn EMO for the whole damn day.. Miss him like damn MUCHIE! Tried studying for marketing but nothing gets into my head. WHats up with me man.. I used to feel enthu studying marketing.. but why am I not now? Is it because I'm getting old or.. cause therez no more motivation? Gee!

Dear dear Hp pop out on my phone. Pick up like almost IMMEDIATLY! Tears start streaming down upon hearing his voice. All the pains and emo start disappearing... Never have I felt this way before.. his words sounded so sincere and caring that aGAIN.. I felt like a small girl. This way of conversation reminds me of how my dad used to ensure nothing evil will happen to me when I'm younger. Lol.. But baby.. it really works on me.. I felt so much better after the short conversation.

Poor baby has to go for lecture again! Gonna wait for another 2 hrs till he is done.

Time pass real fast man.. its gonna be 2 weeks since dear dear left TEKONG! kinda miss thos days when he is in Tekong when he has more time for me. Love this darling of mine cause he can just do and say the most UNEXPECTED stuff everytime. For example.. he check the calenders suddenly to see when our third month is.. and starts calculating when he wants to engage with me.. and tells me how much he wants me badly. Something really made me SMILE widely.. is... NO OVERSEAS TRAINING for this 3 mths... Woo hoo.. but therez definitely outfield..! Grrr!

Alright.. gtg and start mugging now.. *puff*

Photos uploaded here... BKK TRIP

Happiest!

2007-09-24T23:17:00.001+08:00

Alright.. It had been so long since I have last blog and that was because baby was out for a week plus and we met up EVERYDAY! Lol! He pop on the 12th Sept and I was there to mark this very day with his parents. Having to see him in his uniform did made me very proud of him at that momment.

And.. heres his INFANTRY ROAR that made me feel like laughing real loud!

Lol! My bday celebration did not really turn out like what I expected but still, without baby.. I will never have so much fun too. Thanks for those who came and the presents were GREAT! The after celebration was really great too.. with baby'z grp of frens.

Having baby ard for this whole week was really FAntastic. Doing constructive stuff together and having to live with each other home habits was really worth mentioning in the blog. Went to the temple to pray on Tuesday afternoon.. with JJ n Huifang.. and shop ard in Sim Lim for WII! Baby was so enthu abt it that after meeting kooichi and rest.. we went to FUNAN to look for WII! Yes.. we are gonna get WII to play. We are so excited to get one to entertain our weekends... NO MORE ORCHARD and SHOPPINGS for the rest of 2 mths.

SEe.. thats my baby.. queuing Chicken rice for me! The queue was like damn long.. AND.. knowing that I had craving for it.. HE QUEUE FOR ME! I love u baby!! *pampered*

. Stayed over baby's place and TATA... BANGKOK here we come. His dad was so nice to wake up at 4 plus to send us to the airport. The trip was really a success. Having the chance to go to places that we are totally foreign was really good. We went to places like Pratinum, Paragon, MBK, SUAN Lom, Chatuchak, PAPONG and RCA. Tasted AnW, Burger King and Mac there.. cause its different from Spore! Four of us tried leg massage and I swear I'm so not going for it again. Baby enjoy the pain though. We manage to go the temple and four of us were lucky enough to make it to the LUCKY BUDDHA which only open once in a mth. Baby really took great care of my during the whole trip.. make milo for me and ensure that I'm in perfect condition every now n then.

I felt rather weird today that he'z back to camp! Oh.. yes.. he got into SISPEC and so is Kanyi. Congrats. Felt emo the whole day due to LOVE LAG.

Really lurve u loads my dear. I had really so much fun during the whole trip... that I'm so sure U're gonna be the ONE! The way u took care of me and the love u showed me.. just proves me that I'm not making anymore wrong decision. Thanks for EVERYTHING!

Back for more photos! hehehe

I'm bored!

2007-09-15T10:53:00.000+08:00

I'm back again! And this time.. I'm super bored! Ahhh.. home all alone! The family went out to have tim sum without me cause.. I was out! Hm! Baby is Sleeping right now... dun even want to bother abt me... Grrr!

I'm prolly just excited abt my bday later. My aunties won't be coming due to WORK and moving houses PROBLEMS! Grr... like.. WATEVER! Its not gonna dampen my mood today! Hahahhaha!

I'm just BORED!

Aeh heh

2007-09-15T09:20:00.000+08:00

MY 21st Birthday

Yea.. its my 21st birthday today! So Heh Pee! Hahahhaha! Its gonna be a big bash tonight.. relatives, secondary schs, poly mates and friends are coming! Woo hoo.. Though its really my wish to see L.K.Y here but sigh.. he cant make it! :) Anyway.. thanks for remembering to sing my bday song and thanks for that tag. *lurves*

Celebrated my birthday eve last night with dear dear. This guy here is really cute.. Initially told me that our bday will be celebrated at HAWKER CENTRE... and then change venue to Carls Junior (and he sound so real).. so I kept thinking ALRIGHT.. CARLS JUNIOR then.. And then... we HEAD to... MARCHE! Alright.. nothing compared to lawrys and brewerks or so watever but still.. I lurve it. Eat to our hearts content.

Walk ard vivo.. and baby bought me a A|X belt. *lurves* hm.. this silly boy just wanna get me something! Still.. he really made me lurve him so muchie! Took a cab to his place and then drove to my place to change for Clark and Harry. Saw Shawn cheng baboo bang bang there... like finally! Not much changes but hehehe... wat a surprise for my bday.

The movie was great. Hilarious like anything! 4 pop corns out of 5! Got home after that.. and Ko! Hahahahha!

Ok.. i need to rest now! Gee hehehe!

Sick

2007-09-12T12:15:00.000+08:00

Today's paper will be a killer for me. Totally dunno what the hell they are asking for. Blame myself for being sick yesterday. Stomach felt bloated and am tired plus restless. Thinking that a sleep could cure me a little but it got worse instead. Was thinking that if I dun vomit out.. i will probably get even worse and may even skip the opportunity to attend baby's POP. Manage to vomit out my dinner and felt rather good. Slept the whole night without even opening the book to revise.

Felt *seh* the whole morning till the paper ended that I felt so much better. I'm so sure itz due to the stress and gan jiong-ness that got me sick last night. Anyway, whatever it is.. I'm fine now..:)! Currently waiting for baby's parents to pick me up from my place. :) Gonna take the bus and ferry later. Hahahah! *excited* Saturday will be my bday and WEDnesday will be BANGKOK! Hahahah! Wooo HOO! How exciting can it be man...

Gonna start working when I return though. Gonna teach a P1 student Eng and Maths. Excited. hehehe... alrighty! Gtg now!

SNore!

2007-09-11T09:12:00.000+08:00

Oh my god! I'm totally feeling very lazy now.. test tomorrow but I have not even start studying yet. My mind is feeling busy now with POP, Thailand, Birthday, Money exchange and PROJECTS.. totally no room space for test tomorrow! I'm so gonna flunk the test tomorrow but sigh.. WHO CARES!

Mummy is busy too.. with her booking my cake. Lol.. I dun intend to get a big cake cause watz the poing.. NO ONE eats cake nowadays... so a small one will do!

Oh.. yes.. Tiffi! I totally miss u so very much! The last time i actually meet u was.. a mth ago! Oh man.. YES.. we should go drink tgt someday! Hahah.. DXO 2 litre tower again? Hahahhaha!

And oh.. to this super FREAK! GET OUT OF mY BLOG if u cannot stand my photos or post. I'm getting pissed with u writting all sorts of comment in my bloggi! WHO ARE U to concern abt my life that much unless u're someone whom is close to DARREN. Just get the hell out of here!

bday in a week!

2007-09-09T20:33:00.000+08:00

Alrighty! I'm back blogging abt my weekends. Dear is OUT on SATURDAY from Tekong. No confinement for him. Thank god! Met up with him from Saturday afternoon. Slack ard his place till dinner time and off we have dinner with his parents. Got home and continued with THE SIMPSONS. Hahaha! Got ready and off we head to EAST COAST CHALET for one of his camp mate 21st bday. Hahahahhaha... all the bodaks were there. So cute and wierd to see the invasion of bodaks.

After the party, we went to Minds cafe. The last time I been there was with Jane and rest. Though its a different grp now but the excitement is still there. Did not really take much photos cause I'm totally not in the mood.

Movie after that with the grp. Rouge Assasin. A nice show I must say.. but the timing for the show is abit THE LATE! I slept for awhile cause the Michelle'z jacket and dear's shoulder acts as the BEST BED in the cinema at that time. However, I manage to wake up in time to watch the last part of the show and I must say.. the ending is GREAT! Got back to his place after tat. and KO! Hahaha..

Woke up at 11am thanks to mummy! We slept like 5 hrs or so only! Grr.. Studied a little and Off to my dreamland till 5pm! J8 after that to have our dinner and tata.. there he goes to his TEKONG again for the last time.

Test tomorrow and WED! Gonna skip Accounts this wed for baby'z POP! my first time attending POP! PRetty excited but yet.. sigh! Ok.. I'm so gonna snap like 1000000 shots of him doing the infantry ROAR! HAHAHHAHAH!

Ok.. 1 more week to my 21st bday. So.. what'z my bday wish? Sigh.. other than wishing a good life for my family, baby and I ... I WISH FOR.........

cosmetic

bags

BeBE Tops

Actually.. i'm fine with anything but no WALLETs please! I just got myself a wallet from baby! I cant wait for my bday! Wooo hoo! THis week is gonna be a bestes week EVER! Wooo hoo!

ME with Gou gou (yes.. it is its NAME) GOU GOU!!!

2007-09-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

I'm not trying to be an aunty here but but but I'm so gonna learn this song! Haha... Hokkien GUA not that bad actually! Do click on it and LEARN to sing with me the next time we go KARAOKA! Hahahah

photos are up!

2007-09-06T15:34:00.000+08:00

Go have a look! Some really crazy photos are there!! Woo hoo! DBL o and Zookie

clubby

2007-09-06T10:26:00.000+08:00

Last night was.. superlicious fun! I know I wasnt suppose to drink and I did cut down really alot last night! 1 shooters and maybe 3 pineapple rum. It didnt bring me any effect at all cause I drank it due to LOSING in five ten. Its not until the bday girl and this guy fren of hers whom I totally forgot his name got up on stage to win us a bottle of Tequilla. Sigh.. drank like maybe 3 glasses of it and I started seeing stars abv me already. I told myself to STOP and the last glass tasted HORRIBLe. Pass it to someone else to drink it since I promise dear that I will control. The effect came worse when I was at zouk! Super highness with all the girls. Kept taking photos even though we cant aim for nuts and dance like as if the whole walkway is ours. I cant even explain when and how some photos were taken in my phone but most are hilarious and sexy. Lurve the one with the sexy back.

After all the fun.. I felt rather regret cause dear is still having upset tummy when he wakes up for the day. Felt rather bad that there he is having a sucky night and yet I had so much fun! Though I could not be there for him but I shouldnt have made him worried at least. Felt so guilty really.

Slept for 5 hrs to be exact cause tummy wasnt feeling really well but thank god that there'z no hangover this time round but just a normal routine of tummy ache after drinking. Gonna start mugging hard now! I'm off to collect my pay and get my decorations tomorrow! Yippie! Study study study!

2007-09-05T14:47:00.001+08:00

I'm feel really really tired to the max this morning! Totally no energy to do anything at all but sigh... THERE'z SCH! Stayed on my bed till 9am and skipped bathing.

Yes.. look how bad my face can be when I have no mood to do anything! Gosh! I seriously cant be bothered anymore.. and this will only happens when I'm having exams/test! I NEED MORE SLEEP!

Gonna club tonight with the babes... Oh man.. and its without dear AGN! Hm.. which means no drinking! YES... I'm so gonna make sure I'm not DRINK! Maybe a sip! hahahhahah!

Oh no.. sch today sucks! Accounts SUCKs to the core.. So gonna fail! Hm.. wish me all the best man! Bye!

blog

2007-09-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

Oh no.. someone please spank my butt please.. I'm suppose to be MUGGING hard now! hahahahha! BUT I'm blogging! Really hate the weather man.. why must it always rain whenever I step out of the house for sch? Today was the worst downpour among the number of times it rain. Mum was worried abt my safety and even ask me to skip lesson. But being a responsible daughter ...*ahem*.. I just grab the brellas and carry on with my journey. My jeans were wet and I had to resort into folding it up like some obasan..

SEe how far I have to walk out of my house to the bus stop! Wah liew... and you know whats the reason of me walking on the road instead of the walkway....

Tata......

This aint a pond.. but the one and only walkway to the bus stop! WAh lau.. can teh government built more drains anot? My slippers were WET like anything when I reach the bus stop and my jeans.. felt so soggy. Sch was pretty alright.. but I Ko right after dinner. Suppose to wake up at 8 to pass his parents the mooncakes but woke up at 8.30 instead. Oh man.. the wether is just too good to do anything other than sleeping. At times I just wish that I'm working.. cause u just feel damn relax after u set foot at home... but when u're studying.. U've to worry abt ur hmw and.. TEST.. like NOW! Sigh! His dad drove me home after that. Hm.. yes DEAR... UR DAD SEND ME HOME! LAUGH ALL U WANT NOW! Hm.. gtg now to study! SEeeya!

Mooncakes

2007-09-03T10:04:00.000+08:00

It was book out day for baby on Friday! Took a bus down to his place and tata... I SAW HIM. He'z like getting slimmer and yes.. ABIT fitter whenever I see him every week. Slack ard his place and off we head to AMK to have our dinner. Went to Town after that to shop ard and RATATOOEEee...at 12am. Got home after that n K.Oed! The show is great I must say just that I was pretty tired on that day! Grrrr!

Woke up at bout 11 plus.. waiting for his parents to buy lunch and then set off to Chinatown to get my stuff. Met up with his family at Suntec for the IT SHOW! Woo.. the discounts there were like so attractive. His dad got himself a glofish phone.. and it was damn hilarious. Dinner at Old airport road and... HOME! The outing I must say was indeed quite interesting minus the fact that stupid dear dear kept playing with my NDS! *grrr* Went to my place to get my stuff for Sunday's lunch with the family. Hm.. macdonalds to slack after that and home sweet home. Time just pass damn fast with baby ard. Its like.. whenever I look at my watch its.. 3pm, 6pm and then 1am!

Woke up at 11 plus on SUNDAY! Oh shit... I'm getting addicted to his bed already. Bath and then get ready to set off for lunch for his grandma'z bday. Home after that at 3 plus. And thatx the end of our this week meet up session. Sigh! Fast right?

Met up with the SISTERS in town again! Oh my.. we had helluva fun! My dear Regi sis is ATTACHED! *clap clap* 4 of us were having great time chatting ard and shopping ard. Bought Durian mooncakes for his parents and to be honest.. itz my first time buying! Virgin to such stuff.. and the staff were really nice pple to entertain me and psycho me into getting the moon cakes. Slack at KFC after that.. and chatted till the restaurant closed for the day. Everyone were looking at us cause we laugh and talk real loud. We made it to the point that we will meet up every week to sit down and chat just like SEX AND THE CITY! hahahahhahah!

Alright.. gtg now! Photos!!!!

Taken at Cine on Friday

F2DL right?

Taken from his place! YES.. Soccer Fanatics!

Lunch at Sakura.

A proof of u NOT bothering me during lunch! *boo boo*

Oh... I'm so gonna start studying this week! REally need to before I flunk my 30 percent for papers next week! Sigh!! Beh beh!

Happy

2007-08-30T13:04:00.000+08:00

Well.. woke up at 9 in the morning to call jetstar for the amendments needed to change. Thank god that I made the call else I can forsee a big mess on the day itself. Still waiting for the confirmation email send to the agency.

The whole afternoon was a pretty tiring yet slacking one. Kept thinking abt dear'z airplane ticket and his battery life to talk to me on the phone. Fall deep into my sleep till 12. Supposed to start mugging my ass off but I guess I'm just too lazy to start with anything.

Itz not until I received a call from dear telling me tat he will book out tomorrow but confined next week! Well.. though the confinement part was bad but come to think of it.. ALRIGHT lar.. cause he pop on the 12 so which means I dun need to wait so long!

Sigh.. suppose to study with Anne and the rest but.. they are in town! Really very lazy to travel all the way to town man.. Guess its mugging time at home! ECONS... here I COME!!!!!!!!!!

holiday!

2007-08-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

Alright! I'm back blogging! Sis is back from US! She got me like so many branded stuff! *happy* Have been rather stress with sch work recently esp when test are nearing and project deadlines. REally cant wait for all these sorrows to GO ALL AWAY! Book my tickets to bangkok today. Made a very silly mistake and is hoping that nothing will obstruct my trip to bkk. Finally grant my own wish once again but sigh.. that means I'm 1k poorer again. But whatever it is... I'm a happy girl agn.

Just hang up the phone with baby. Gosh.. miss him like uberliciously(my language) much. Haven been talking to him much recently due to all the shiong exercise he had. Felt rather bad at times when we had our small arguements on such nights. Funniest thing on earth is... he'z a PLATOON IC! Quite unlucky of him to get such shit but well.. it will definitely train him to be RESPONSIBLE! Having the chance to hear him perform task at times makes him so SEXY. But really got to pity him at times when he need to do pumping due to other pple'z mistake. Yes dear.. I will train up my muscle to massage for u when u're out on Sunday.

Have been having improper meals nowadays since mum is always busy taking care of Grandpa. Have been buying macdonalds, KFC and mos burger for the past 2 weeks else is just Bread or Lao Chang Kee'z curry puff. Oh man.. I NEED A PROPER HOME COOK FOOD MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alrighty.. gtg now after all my RANTS! Its project time! Freaky neh neh!

Oh ho..

2007-08-26T12:35:00.000+08:00

Ok.. So Im back! St James last night was BORING! Music are not great at all.. but still.. I manage to have my self highness! Hahahah! With the company of babes.. I'm of course HIGH! Hahahah! I drank maybe just sips of alcohol they bought! Joanna was indeed ROCK with her outfit. Took thousand n one shots of photos.. with the guys and babes. Zhiwei was indeed very nice to send us to and fro. Very good gentleman to also provide open door services and send u to the doorstep. Haiyo.. FIRST TIME lei! Hahahhaha!

Baby was pretty worried abt me.. that he woke up at 4am just to check out where am I! Its just so fated that I msg him just seconds before that. Seriously.. I miss him really alot now.. Felt bad that I'm out enjoying while he is in camp getting worried abt me. Dun worry baby.. I WILL LEARN how to be the bestest darling ever as in NOT to make u worried and stuff! *learn learn learn*

Dad called last night.. and I wish him a big happy birthday and sun bian ask if I can go to Thailand with baby! Hahahhahah.. and yes.. yes yes.... I CAN! Oh my gawd.. I'm so happy that all the pains I had just gone! Hahaha!

Oh.. and how I miss my tiffie babe! Sigh.. shouldnt we meet up for dinner soon? hahahhaha! I heart u loads loads!

puking day!

2007-08-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

What a puking day it is today. I'm totally SICK! Went drinking with dear and frens at brewerks. It was my second time there.. first time was when enrique got his best marksman award and gave us a big treat. This time.. its DRINKING with the cliques. Oh my gawd... I didnt know that the alcohol content was more than 7.5 percent. i drank like 3 mugs of it and then a mug of tiger! I totally didnt know what I did actually and if not for baby, i will probably be dead! Strangers who walk past me.. kept asking how was I and if I needs help. MALU lar! I'm so gonna make my pledge now.. NO MORE DRINKING from today onwards. Vomited at his house downstair and abt 7 times at his place toilet bowl! Vomit almost everything I consumed! I hate that kinda feeling! Like.. a dead person who cannot do ANYTHING! Really wanna thank baby for taking very good care of me! Poor him have to sleep on the floor and wash my vomits stain on my skirt and shoes! I was so touched by ur actions totally! And yar.. I dun know how on earth I got bruises all over! Dear was also very sweet to dl nds games for me! Oh my... I just love u to the core lar!

Its his book in day today.. and he wont be out till SUNDAY due to confinement! Oh my.. how to dong! Hahahahah!

And and.. I'm going to SIM bash later! But hahahah... not gonna make myself drink anymore alcohol! FRUIT PUNCH is enuff! hahahhahaha!

Fear!

2007-08-23T14:56:00.000+08:00

Its finally a Thursday! A day probably I will look forward to but nehx! I may have to face 2 days of boredom. He was being confined due to some stuff! Itz either this week of confinement or next week! Whatever it is.. I'm just feeling a tad of disappointment.

My plan for thursday was suppose to be a day of studies and then down to get food for him but now.. or most prob, it will be cancelled! Studies are no longer my interest for the day unless WHO KNOWS... the sergeant strike lottery and decided to give them a chance then probably I will study like a BULL!

It was a great day yesterday hunting for cheap bangkok trips with Huifang. Laughters, jokes and auntie bargaining were heared almost every corner of chinatown we stepped. Really enjoyed my day totally. STiLL... I dunno if baby is able to go.. since its still so not confirm. Hm.. how I wish he could just be free for a day to discuss with me.

Oh.. a note to super: I seriously have no idea who u are but.. u seems concerned abt my love life. ERh.. its my life and I definitely know what I am doing so it answers ur Luan luan lai questions. Still.. thanks for the concern! God bless!

Hm. I just pray that... yes.... HE WILL BE OUT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh.. Sch bash this week! I'm so gonna go! A pity that Dear will not be able to make it there.. But.. but but.. my dear babe Lisa is going! Heared that Zhiwei and Gab is going too! I still have 1 extra ticket! WHO SHALL I CALL????? HUIFANG???? ARE U GOING? Hahahhahahah

A new relationhip.. a new start.

2007-08-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

I'm having full of thought in my head right now.. HAVE TO BOOM it out before it cause me a huge headache.

My relationship has been really fine. Though itz just the first mth but still I'm starting to enjoy it. Things that I'm doing now is just so different. Since he'z away for almost 5 days for every week, things that we have to do is like way different. Not much of a quarrel cause there'z nothing much to quarrel. I dun need to worry much cause he is in camp..so WHAT'z there to worry? Instead of feeling worry abt him, I felt rather being taken care instead. This baby of mine will just do the most unexpected stuff u can ever think off. The cutest sweetest thing he ever done was probably when he was chasing after me. *lol* Pratas, Macdonalds and movies was being used as props. I just feel so touched when I thought back on how he treated me. Ok.. at tat time I just couldnt do much cause.. I'm having a bf too.

Now that I'm already urs, please dont u ever dare disappoint me. I was actually very happy to hear ur plannings abt ur future. Like.. ur sign on stuff and how u can bring ur wife over everywhere and give her a enjoyable life. I felt so pampered and fortunate. Sigh.. I guess I'm gonna be a BEH LEH GOR towards u liao. And like what u say.. I cannot run away from u already. Hm...

Thanks for everything my dear. I love u so muchie! I will change to be the bestest and ever BESTEST and SWEETEST and LOVIEST and erm... HAPPIEST wife... erm.. I mean.. GF in the whole WIDE WORLD! LUV U!

Monday Blues..

2007-08-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

Its Monday! Sch is boring as usual. Finally get to meet my Sis Meili after a few weeks of disappearance. I miss u laar! Sigh... a sudden urge of quitting sch is coming over me. I seriously feel that itz not gonna be easy for me.. at all. I need MOTIVATION.

Was suppose to book the function room but mum told me to wait first since my grandpa condition isnt that good. I'm SCARED.. and FRIGHTEN and also abit DISAPPOINTED. My 21st bday.. and yet itz not gonna be a good one.

It isnt really a good monday after all for me... I felt rather troubled with all the stupid stress. Got home and settled with porridge for dinner and while I was nearly deep into my dreamland, the phone rang. ITS... my UNCLE LIANG! Hahahaha... We met up for dinner and ice cream. Its his treat this time.

SEe.. how adorable he is.. Hahahaha! Reason I have him as my best fren was because.. his action and words always never fail to make me laugh until the whole restaurant can hear. All his NS pluck durian and catch crab stories.. just make me laugh until PENGS. *pat pat* THANKS ALOT BESTIE! Hahahah......!

Haven been hearing from him for the whole day.. I'm worried yet bored. I need him companion so badly now.. but but but.. WHERE'z HE? Shooting in the range lor..! Erh... I was suppose to head for books.. but I'm so tired! Tired abt EVERYTHING!!! I need a BREAK!!!!

Fortunate gurl

2007-08-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

Oh ok.. I'm back for updates! I was suppose to study but after browsing through my hp for photos.. I have a sudden urge to blog. Dear book out on FRIDAY night! Took a bus down to his place. Slack at his place till the clock hits 10! Met up with Andy for curry rice and Mustafa to shop for Army stuff for the guys. Off to town at 11 plus to play pool with dear while waiting for the rest to finish their movie for supper. Went to Hk cafe and bump onto Anne! Stayover his place after that.

Saturday was serve with Nazi Lemak in the morning after 4 hrs of sleep. Both of us were feeling really tired but still we move on with our plan. Movie with mum was cancelled since the timing wasnt to our likings. Went to vist grandpa and was shock to see him in such state. I know he is in huge pain esp. when he is old now! Imagine all the bad thoughts that is running through his head now. May be going down on Tuesday to visit him. Sigh! City hall after that to check out the travel fair since Dear wants to go on a holiday. Shop ard instead.. hahahha! Dear wanted to get me mp3 for our 1st mth anni but he ended up getting me a more exp gift of a Adidas Jacket. *lurves* Reason of buying was because I'm in need of a jacket and I dun have a nice jacket and plus he thinks I look good in it. Thanks my dear!! I gave him something too.. something not exp yet.. CUTE! Hahahha

And.. here'z where we place it... at his room! Wahhahahahhaha! Stupid me!

Lol! I was pretty lazy to get up from MY BED so.. thus this result of a small photo. Hahahha!

And here's what baby gotten me!

My beloved Adidas JACKET! Woo hoo... So in lurve with it.

Went to his place to slack ard till his parents are back. Drove to my place to change and off we go to catch a movie. Time pass very fast and before we realise, its already 2.30am when the show ended. Dun ask me how was it.. cause.. I slept after 45 mins of endurance. The cinema was farking cold.. and my feet was numb when the show ended.

Got home, bath and STAYOVER at his place again! Woke up at 11 plus this time.. cause both of us were too tired after the whole day of running abt. Dear went to kiwi his boots while I happily enjoy my tv! Food was serve again and after lunch, I slack ard while.... he went to........ *GUYS.. OPEN UR EYES BIG BIG*... Hahahahha

YES... iron his uniform. I just have this fetish for guys who does such homely stuff. Though I seldom see him iron but this picture did make me realise the changes in him and his attitude towards SERIOUS stuff. The look on him when he gets serious just made me feel so fortunate. Thanks army for changing my baby. Hahaha! Sigh... I'm starting to miss him again.. SHIT! After all the tedious packing, we took a bus to my place to chill. Without realising, time pass like in a flash. K.O right after he left till 6.40pm! And.. now.. I'm so awake. Gonna start my revision so soon.. I haven been studying.. Hm... WORK HARD..WORK HARD.

And did I mention.. that I'm going to THAILAND! Well.. hope therez no last min changes anymore! Going there for a very short trip. Clash with sch hrs but who cares... ! Have been busy checking the flights and hotels for the past few days.. and... my bday celebration which falls on the 15 sept. House party.. so only a num. of pple being invited. Gonna start inviting pple soon! STAY TUNE! Hahahhaha! Off to book freaks tonight! Bye!

Sch..

2007-08-15T20:00:00.001+08:00

School was alright.. esp. when all the local lecturers are pretty joker! Time past pretty fast and at least there are some data that got into my head. Have been rather a good girl that run errands for baby. Missing him real loads again. Sigh.. thank god that he will be booking out on Friday night and very sweet of him to keep planning what should be done for the 2.5 days he book out. Gonna watch 881 with baby and mummy on Sat night.. weird I know.. but it wasn't my fault.. its mum idea of asking him out.

Gonna meet up with the girls tomorrow! *happy* Its gonna be a pack pack day for me but I have to run errands for baby again to do up his watch.

Meili.. miss u so very muchie lar.. Chicken rice is calling my name out loud. Monday ok?

Alrighty.. gtg now for mummy to play her maple story! Wat a pain in my ass!!!!

happy girl!

2007-08-12T12:19:00.000+08:00

Yes.. Its SUNDAY already! Dear has to go back AGAIN! Aw... But never mind! I'm a happy gurl for 5 days at least. Dad drove me to his place on Wed night. Finally got to see him in his army uniform.. So kuku yet HANDSOME! Hahahhaa. We went to Serangoon Garden to have dinner at RK then coffee/tea at coffee bean. Chilling like this was really what I like! But dear.. when we have our house next time.. I will like to PAO my Earl Grey in a pot and PAO coffee for u instead.. and we will chill in the balcony talking abt our nonsense ok? And as usual.. he was talking abt his NS life... and I'm sitting there listening all the songs and stories ENTHUSIASTICALLY. Stayed over at his place the whole day till Thursday. It was a strictly family day for both us. Lunching with his parents and then hospitalization visit for his grandma and followed by DINNER tgt with his whole family. Home after that with him. Daddy and mummy saw him like FINALLY. Chill in my room till 1am and home sweet home after that.

Sch on Friday was alright. Dear met up with me after sch.. and I was feeling so pampered with him.. carrying my heavy bag and books. Headed to Vivo.. to get presents.. for the bday boy.

Here'z us at Vivo...

Cafe Del Mar after that.. for Syl'z celebration! Enjoyed myself to the max. Got to know Lisa, Joanna and Mich.. and erm... Alicia! Actually.. I'm pretty lazy to write anything more.. so the pictures tells the story on my behalf lar. Satrday was spent at his place.. then movie at night plus sending syl off after that. Hk cafe for our dinner at sucha late timing and then home sweet home. Sunday was spend at my place with him watching tv at the living room till the time he needs to leave home for his camp. I miss him....

Woo!

2007-08-08T09:36:00.000+08:00

Itz finally a wed! Hahaha.. I can smell Dbl O drinks.. and hear RnB calling out my name damn loud! Grandpa is still in the hospital.. really pray hard that god is on his side supporting him to overcome all his worries.

Went shopping with hui fang in the afternoon then met up with Ah Choa after her work with Huifang. Shopping was alright.. manage to get some of the stuff I wanted but it was very tiring! Ah choa brought her Tarot cards and we were playing with it during dinner. Ok.. Results were pretty TRUE... Oh man!! I'm pretty happy with the results though.. hahaha.. I'm not going to tell u guys what the results of my love life is.. Hehehehe!

Dear will be coming out later.. Sigh... I'm missing him!

Bad day!

2007-08-07T11:07:00.000+08:00

I have thought such thing will happen to me on this very day. Grandpa was admitted to Changi Hospital On sunday night. Results showed that therez a high chance of him getting colon cancer. I nearly cried upon hearing that if not for my grandpa'z existance. Flashes of memories started to flash back in my head and thatz when I found out I seriously dun wanna lose him at all! I even told grandpa that.. I'm so gonna buy durian for him.. THE BEST ONE cause he'z a durian and soccer fanatic. He'z the unique grandpa I ever seen... Very bubbly kind who dun show his worries. I love my grandpa! There was the other ward which made me felt sad for the whole day. There'z this very young chap who is in ICU.. and still in coma due to Motor Accident. I really pray hard that he will recover and his fever will subside anytime soon. Sigh.. everything on him was ok.. but his brain was damaged I think. Sigh..!!

Got home at abt 9pm.. Time pass real fast I must say. Was searching high n low for a pouch for my wallet but couldnt find any. I miss baby loads esp. when such things happen to me.. and when I really need someone to talk to. Grandpa still doesnt know his condition yet.. till now he thinks that there'z just something there that isnt cancerous. I'm gonna go look for him tomorrow.. Sigh!

Reached home and Mr Tan jio me out! Thanks for calling me at the SO RIGHT TIME! And as usual.. He kept bullying me like ALWAYS.. but u know.. I always regard u as my best fren and u're not.. so I dun mind.. lar.. DRIVER! hahahha! Wanted to chill at bishan actually but we went to the Changi Airport instead! Walk ard terminal 2 and bio ard for cute STEWARD and STEWARDESS then went to see the not so clear plane departure hall.. then HOME!

Monday pass damn fast lar.. and its tuesday already! Going shopping later with huifang and maybe Tiffi. So gonna make myself super tired to make time pass even faster. Dear was really sweet to call me right before he heads for his field camp. REally lurve him so muchie!! pHOTos!!!

Boliao!!

Kuku faces!

While waiting for my aunt to come! Her 10 mins seems like.. erm.. HAHAHAHHA!

Oh no... I so wanna take the flight asap!

Wonderful.

2007-08-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

This weekend was really a great week for me! Finally get to see Dear after 2 weeks of confinement. Manage to meet him at 9.30pm on friday to catch a movie in town and got back at 5am! Wanted to skip sch actually but.. my bio alarm just got me waken up at 7am.. so I WENT! Met up with Dear only at 6.30pm and we went VIVO! Finally get a chance to taste Dian Xiao Er food.. really miss that cripsy duck skin! *yum yum*! Shop ard for my wallet and finally made up my mind on that "BALENCIAGA" wallet. Really thank u my dear for buying me that 'SO ME' wallet. Went to Tiffany'z chalet and was shock to see Kangwei over there... Stayed there for awhile and then left for Dear's fren bday party. They had Mahjong session there but what a pity, I did not join in! The party was pretty nice though I know maybe less than 10 pple there.. With the existance of u.. I will never feel bored! Drank a small glass of alcohol and my tummy started to feel the heat.. thank god that he took great care of me! *lurves*

Stayed over at his place after that and I really like the concept of the house... so COSY and COOL! Saw alot of SURPRISES in UR ROOM... very the TOUCHED! Hahahahha! Slept till 11am and his parents got me lunch.. Food taste nice but.. I guess the stress of CHU CI JIAN MIAN very the shy! Hahaha.. food how nice also.. cannot finish! BUT... dun worry.. my dear.. ur turn is COMING! Time pass real fast and he had to book in! I really didnt know his house is like so damn near to my place.. which means.. I will have no problem picking U up next time I drive! WAhhahaha!

Sigh.. really cant wait for wednesday to come.. cause itz book out day again. I'm so in need of bag.. so.. i can smell SHOPPING! Hahahaha.. Oh.. Bin ci.. HAPPY Bird day again.. Celebrated 3 years of bday with u le! Hahahahah! So fast!

Dear will be having his SIT TEST tomorrow.. another 2.5 days of NO PHONE CALLS! Errrr...

I LOVE my MR SCRUB!

photo

2007-08-03T20:15:00.000+08:00

I miss this adorable cousin of mine... so muchie!!! http://photos1.blogger.com/hello/104/1530/640/CIMG0710.jpg

Aww WEE!!

2007-08-03T07:32:00.000+08:00

Wee.... Yippie! Its like FINALLY a FRIDAY! So happy! I have been going to sch for the pass few days.. and all I could say is.. ECONs sucks! Hahahaha! Dear is FINALLY back from the jungle.. Was waiting for his call the whole day yesterday and when he finally message, I was like.. AWwww WEeEE!!! Ok.. So its friday today... which means.. he is booking out TODAY, TONIGHT! Shait.. but therez sch tomorrow! Ahh..

Burp!

2007-08-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

*BurP* I'm so FULL! hahahha! Met up with WJ for my dinner. Hahah! We were suppose to catch SIMPSONs but haha... NEVER watch! He's nice enough to ASK me out for dinner and WATCH me eat. Thanks Mr TAN for drivign me out to have my dinner after ur long ride from camp and b4 ur bowling session!

Sch today was alright! Neither here nor there. Finally got my accounts book and.. *yawns* I carried it all ard with me while shopping at VIVO! Yes.. I went shopping with the gurls after sch. Bought myself a top to match my white shorts from Pull and bear. *lurves*. Cam whoring after shopping and long ride home with Anne! I'm so lucky lar.. found a bishan Kahki! *lurves lurves* Next time.. will date u out for coffee! Hahahah!

One more day to hearing his voice! Whoopie! And 2 more days to meeting him. Hope nothing will happen to him though... Image of him is starting to disappear but but but... I still miss him! Whoo HOO! Hahahah! Therez like so many mosquitoes lar! I have gotten bites at my NECK, legs and even my shoulder! DAd told me that he killed 3 mossies with loads of BLOOD and I told him at a very pissed voice.. ITX MY BLOOD lar! SEE... (points everywhere)! Really regret telling him lar.. he made me spray sheltox all over my room and DEMANDS me to pack my stuff neatly! Guess I'm so gonna do that tomorrow before he NAGS again!

Sis is being forgetful again.. SHE FORGETS about my nail remover again. ANd.. my nails are super CMI now! HELP! Hahahahha!

Ok.. Ciaox!

Life!

2007-07-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

Life has been really quite BORING! Saturday was spend at home doing nothing except that dad brought mummy and I to have a good dinner for no occassion! hahahaha! It had been really long since I last had such dinner in town. We even shop ard in orchard after dinner. SAw like the most outrageous things I ever seen. Like a melon that cost 79.90 and grapes that cost 99.90! Check out the photos and u will understand my why my jaw really drop real LOW! Hahahhahah!

Its me and my mum! HAhahahah! Getting all ready for the DINNER!

The cold crab as the starter!

Yes.. my dad enjoying his Buddha jump over the wall

Mum with her SHARK FIN SOUP! This is reallly good!

Dad hao lianing his food! WAhahahhahah!

I know I look rather fat here but who cares.. the food is really good! Must look at the food and not me.. SHIOK! aH.... I'm hungry again!!

Check out the price! Whoo hoo!!!

ANd this!!!

HAhahaha! DAd nearly bought the melon though.. but his princess was telling him hardly that NO ONE WILL EVER DARE TO TOUCH THE MELON if he gets it! Hahahahahha!

Met up with Weijian on a SUnday night. He owe me like dunno how many treat and he'z really sweet to REMEMBER IT! Hahahahha! Thanks for the ride though.. I'm still in love with ur car.. but will definitely FELL MORE in love if u get ur own car. Wahahhaha! *waiting* Got home abt 1 plus in the morning! AND SCH COMES!!!!

Sch was alright with all the bubbly classmates ard with me. Meili and I got lost in NP and more hilarious things happen. I lurve SCH! HAhahahah!

Have to carry this heavy far everywhere I go! Gosh.. freaking neh neh heavy lar! How I wish U were here! Gosh!

K.oed right after I reach home and now I'm so awake! Guess I will go read up with the notes for the night! Bye peeps!

Yes.. thatx me with my NYP jersey which I kinda treat it as my... PYJAMAS! Hahahahhaha! I miss NYP!

arthur bom butter!

2007-07-29T10:14:00.000+08:00

Ah chan, AH CHOA.. and all NYP IT 0401... CHECK out this you tube! Guess who is that guy! Hahahahah.. itz none other that our yandao kia.. Arthur Choo! Hahahhahahha! It did made me laugh for abt an hr! Hahahhaha!

Friday!

2007-07-28T13:12:00.000+08:00

Oh ho ho! I'm back! Friday wasnt that bad after all! Had my tai tai session again with Tiffany this time. NOPE.. no drinking this week and thatx what I promise myself. It did scared me a little when I cough till I vomited that day and thus I shall stop it before it worsen. Lots of my frens are coughing like mad too! Sigh.. do take care! So friday evening was spend at Kenny Rogers and then to Starbucks for some tea session. Shopping wasnt that fantastic cause therez nothing appealing. Got home abt 11 plus and yes.. I TOOK the bus home myself again.

Thatx me and his watch! Lol.. cool aeh! I lurve big watches!

Photos taken before the food comes! Wooo... hoo!!

Our FOOD!!! Wooo hoo! But its breast meat! Shait!

This isnt a neo print aeh.. but look at the background! Hahahah!

Tata! My ah CHOA!

YEs! ME!Hahahahaha

Got home feeling all emo. Couldnt get him on his phone and I gave up. He called like finally and we had our last talk before he heads to his field camp. Gosh! He msged me a few times but I was too sleepy to reply any and I'm pissed with myself for not msging him. L.K.Y was suppose to be there too.. but.. was surprise and shock to hear that he got back to mainland due to food poisoning.. BETTER TAKE CARE OF URSELF AH!

Its just the 1st day out of the 6 days.. I have to TOLERATE! Sigh... can sch starts like tomorrow.. at least I have got things to do! Gheesh... WAt a boring saturday it is! Mobtv here i COME!

Love!

2007-07-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

AFter watching the army show, I just felt so proud of him especially when I know he has 8km road march and stuff. I felt even proud when he wash his own clothes and stuff! Sigh.. itz gonna be another week before I can see him again.. I got to endure. Well, probably most would wonder why would I ever go back with him again especially pple who dunno us. You guys might be wondering WHY SO FAST And stuff and I guess I should clarify it here but I dun wish any negative comments to be made so PLEASE DUN MISBEHAVE.

After the breakup, we just didn't want to contact each other as we had our own lifes during that time. But at times, we still do think of each other just that we didnt bother abt msging or contacting. I was totally in lurve with my bf and I just didnt take notice abt anything. It was last year that we started the msn chat which ended up to a phone call. Everything just got back on track from then but due to the fact that I still do have some feelings for my ex, I just had to be the bad gurl who leaves him with hope. We met up a couple of times and there were a few times when he jotted down his thoughts on my diary. AFter my breakup with my ex, I still did not want to give him any chances, but the way he dote on me and pamper me just makes me few so important. I just like the things he is doing now though we seldom meet. The calls and talks seems so short but it really did make me feel missed and stuff. Be it just a sweet talk session, I'm still willing to treasure this very moment and not yearn what will happen in the future. Bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu chen jing yong you.

Probably, many think that I'm so cruel towards D but come to think of it.. I really tried my best in securing the relationship but nothing is happening. I dun feel that important with D.. but i feel that that he is important to me that I have to make sure he is well taken care of. Whatever it is, I'm really happy with my life now with Lionel although he isnt physically available for me for many days. He has chase me for 7 mths.. and we had been through so much ups and downs.. I believe he will be my last one and also I will be his last one!

END!

table cleaning!

2007-07-26T13:09:00.000+08:00

Alright! Its finally a day where I stay home and have my table or tidy up for school next week! Its so tough to clean up my table nowadays, more and more stuff are placed on the table as days goes and I totally couldnt find much time to tidy up. I need so much focus and attention on cleaning up my table. Finally it is done! Its finally a table where I can STUDY.

This was the BEFORE! Look how untidy it is! Hahahahha and how lazy I am! Hahahaha! And now look at the CURRENT!

So proud of myself totally! oh.. and look what I found! So antique lar.. I didnt know I can keep so many rubbish in my cupboard...

Guess whatx this... Hahhahaha..only Hello Kitty fanatic will know this.. HAhahahah! Its a.....

PAGER! Hahahahha! Yes... I keep it till now! I'm totally in lurve with kitty!

And I found.. THESE!!!!

This was given by Darren! Well.. I will still keep it though.. the words inside this AEROPLANEs were quite meaningful. I couldnt believe that I have kept it for 3 years! Hm....

Sigh.. what a tiring day it is for me! Gtg Zzzz soon! Take care peeps!

Tuesday!

2007-07-25T10:36:00.000+08:00

Ok! So what did I do for the whole of TUESDAY! I went for rebonding session! Woo hoo! like finally! I prefer having my hair straight.. so straight and comfortable! They even gave me free shampoo! Thanks Sis for such a GREAT OFFER! *Lurves* ! I will sure go back to have my hair cut! Very good!

Had dinner with the gfs! Casual dinner and I'm enjoying it! Guess we should have more of that. Dear finally called me at 9 plus! *miss*

Time table are out... the whole of next week... I'm STUDYING even on SATURDAY! until 5pm somemore.. dun worry tiffie.. I will still make it to ur bday party. Thank god that its only for a week... the rest are monday, wed and sat. Best is that the following week... will be only 1 day of sch till 5pm! Hahahah... thank god.. cause dear will be out on wed till SUN! Woo hoo! God is blessing me!

Ok.. nothing much to talk abt.. and I will be going town later with huifang.. to shop for her bf'z gift.

Monday!

2007-07-24T12:02:00.000+08:00

Its tuesday like finally! Monday was spend shopping all day with meili! Went cafe cartel and bitch for a few hrs.. and then dinner at far east! Weather wasnt being our fren for the whole day! Stuck at far east for.. the whole day until 8! I bought nothing except having my fossil watch changed for the battery. Dear's dkny watch strap have to wait for another 2 mths due to shipment problem. Felt so tai tai yesterday.. doing all sorts of sit down kiao kar pay money things. Due to the fact that its still early when I reach junction 8, I went to take 410 home. Stupid decison... made me lugi 2 bucks lar. The bus was in faulty condition when I board it and we were told not to SCAN our cards.. so we all blur blur never scan and in the end.. when we board down the second bus, ERROR happens! SHIT! Damn angry lar! Thank god that he manage to cheer me up a little after not hearing his voice for the whole damn day! *lurbe u* Hahahah!

I know I looks pale here.. bear with it! Hahahahahha

2007-07-23T00:16:00.000+08:00

Guess I could not hide anymore longer lar.. yes.. Fifi tan proudly presents my baby! Lionel.. Hahahhah! Dear.. u bo bian zao liao lor.. now that I have publicise ur photo online, everyone will know who u are liao and thus u CAN NEVER LEAVE ME! This guy really made my day today! We went to beach road to get his water bag for his jungle training.I felt abit not right today since he wont be seeing me till 2 weeks later thatz like so long lar and worse lar.. 6 days of no communication may just kill me! We then head to junction 8 to walk ard. Time just pass damn fast and after getting stuff that we need, it was already 5pm! Really miss this bodak baby of mine.. especially when we start planning what to do after 2 weeks! Running, pool, movie, dinner with parents and even SEMBAWANG PARK was mention. I try to dong the 6 days lar.. 2 weeks nia ma.. very fast pass one lar.. BUT HOR... its just the FIRST DAY lei! I'm dying! Well.. hope that he will really book out on friday afternoon till Sunday and then from wed till SUNDAY! REally pray hard! I really do hope that father lord will bless him and take good care of him! Ahh...!

2 weeks confinement!

2007-07-22T10:31:00.000+08:00

It was at 1 plus that he finally reached home from his kuku camp! Met him at 3 to thomson plaza to have our lunch and then set off to CITY HALL by taking bus 167! I guess the last time I took the bus with a guy to City hall was like few years back.. The feeling was somehow great and LOMANTIC! Walk ard almost everywhere in city hall area and we even manage to catch the fireworks while walking back from marina square to raffles city to find Kooichi and rest. We went River island like TWICE and seriously.. I lurve the clothes there.. SO NICE and pretty affordable but.. seems that I have to ask my girlie shopping kakies to shop soon and can u guys believe it?? It was him, an army guy who can only book out 1.5 days who brought me to such a hip place. *lurves* Went to... erm... DUNNO WHERE to drink! Drank like 4 glasses of tonic gin! *puke* well.. I'm not really very into it like SOMEONE! I got all tipsy again after playing that ZHONG KI mI MA! The kick was after I stop my last glass! I even lie down to rest.. I guess my actions made someone really angry! Well.. I promise u that this will be the very last time and.. wont drink until u gave me the permission to! *lurves*

Slack at my house downstair till 6am!

Well..

2007-07-21T10:15:00.000+08:00

I'm back to update before someone comes out from camp and complain that I did not do my job in updating my blog. Well.. it was pretty a boring day yesterday. I was lazing ard the whole morning waiting for U to call me but due to the fact that.. yes.. U're in camp doing ur training, I waited impatiently for the phone to ring. Met up with darren'z mum for lunch to have a chit chat with my mum. Well.. it started and ended well fine even though I thought at first that it may be a little wierd. The chat did not only consist abt me but also my mum problems. Really thank aunty lynda for being such a great fren and a senior to look up to. *lurves lurves* It was abt 4.30pm that it ended and I'm off for some pedicure session. Cost me a ncely 50 bucks with ugly paintings.. I swear that I'm not going back to that shop again.. kuku neh! At first told me that the nail art was 5 bucks then increase to 6 then 7! WTH! But due to me being all tense up for the week, I dun mind spending that 50 bucks on her ugly paintings! Got home abt 7 and glued on the tv till 9! I swear that I wasnt in the mood at all! I felt my life was actually a boring one indeed.

Call up Jane and my mood became better and.. thatz when he called like FINALLY! We chatted and as usual.. I felt like a small gurl again.. feeling so pampered. Slept abt 12 and... got up at 3 to pick up darren'z call! He was at my doorstep! Met him and chatted. Well... it ended quite fast and I guess he is starting to adapt the changes already and yes... we will go back to our DAI KOR way. Tra lalala.. and now..we can play mj together and I can claim my money already! LOL! *so happy*

Its finally saturday! Woo hoo! So happy!

some photos!

2007-07-20T12:42:00.000+08:00

Friday!

2007-07-20T10:51:00.000+08:00

Ok! So another week just pass withough even realising it and before I knew it.. Its already 30th july! I guess.. I'm ready to annouce something really SHOCKING to maybe everyone's ears. I've ended a 3 years 7 mths relationship with him. There isnt any 3rd party or so watever but just that I have thought it through and think hard that this relationship is not gonna work out like how I wanted it to be. Since we are always quarreling abt friends, future and time.. I dun wish to drag it until the day we get married and start regretting everything. I'm more to a person to thinks about the future like howmany child we can have, the ability to bring up the kids, the kids name and the houses but for him, its more like.. walk one step, see one step kinda thing. I'm not trying to say that he'z not capable or so watever but just that maybe he needs time to change his mindset a little.

Many may think that it is due to the presence of lionel(yes... my ex boyfriend) that got me so brave to end this relationship. All I could say is, NO! Its not his fault. I believe that nothing can hurt a relationship if it is that strong and thus he is not to be blame and we are still friends after the breakup.

A message to you Darren:

I know I'm harsh towards you for this period. It touches me everytime when I see tears streaming down ur cheeks for the most number of times for this 3 years 7 mths. U tried ur ways to get me back that at times I feel like I'm a bitch when I ignore ur messages. I'm sorry but I really cannot meet u on this saturday for soccer.. I dun wish to drag it anymore. I feel that giving u empty promises isnt the right way to resolve the situation. STILL, I thank u for everything! Thanks for being there for me during my driving test, hospital, police case, chinese new year celebration and many more. U're indeed the bestest guy I ever known who tender me so much but sad to say.. there are way too many things to compromise. I love u once and therefore will always remember you as my Chan Dai kor. Thanks for introducing me the family and frens too.. they are really a nice bunch of pple. Take good care of urself and all the best! I'm sure that ur family is always there for u. Like wat gerald kor kor says, friends comes and goes easily, gf can dun have but FAMILY only got 1! SO.. treasure! Study ahrd and work hard to make them happy! :)

Apart from the sad side, I went clubbing on wed with huifang! GODNESS! Never was I high until that crazy! I drank 2 pineapple rum, 2 vodka ribena, 1 tequilla shot and a few shooters. Wasnt that gone when I hail for the cab to zouk but upon reaching there, I'm crazy! Met Ah du and frens. Dance the whole night with them esp. my cute OPTICIAN! They were bad enuff to stop me from drinking everytime i get drinks from them. #@@#$%#%#@! Tallie was nice enuff to send us for tea breaks and then home. FINALLY I get to seat on his Zhng car! Hahahahha! There were many crazy photo takings that night... but I'm still waiting for Huifang to send me! QUICK! Heheheh! Alrighty.. gtg now to pack my room! SATURDAY IS COMING! Wooohoo!