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Saturday, September 11, 2004

Oh man!! Itx Saturday n i'm feeling NOT a single gr8tness in myself today!! Just wenta tiffi linkiex today n I kinda Stole one of her frenx bg song which is THIS!! Y is this so?? Well.. maybe itx because dis song express how i'm feeling now!! Upon hearing the song, my tears starts to stream down slowly! Feeling lonely n unwanted today!! Its really a day that i did not want to HAPPen at all!! Wasnt feeling well today but THAT'z not really the reason y m i feeling this way! Sighx.. really wanted him to show some concern abt me n my sickness buT he failed! Though i wasnt feeling well, I wanted to make an attempt to MEET him after HIS project or even b4 his project starts BUT he rejected! i dunno y but upon hearing that, I start to cry!! I really wanna meet him.. today!! I wanna hear his voice n see his face!! I miss him so much but just too bad!! I simply dun understand y is it that HIS frens dun wanna choose a WEEKday instead!! Sighx!! Well.. Now i'm so alone at home! The sight of MARKETING makes me so Drownsy! I jsut cant seems to understand any shit abt it! I needa study 4 chapters TODAY(and 4 chapters is like 6 weeks of lectures) plus maths, info comm and PROGRAMMING! Oh shuckx... I hate dis week.. Itx my bday, can't i have a few days to RELAX??? Damn it! I can predict that dis year bday wont be a Surprising one either.. it will be just the same as the past! Though dis year will b a little different cause i can get to celebrate wif my dearie BUT the atmosphere is DA same!!

Haiya... now everyone in my house.. ALL fly out liaox.. Left me alone!! Mummy actually wants me out but.. i insisted to stay home cause dey will be going somewhere near my dearie place and i dun wanna cry in front of my mum so yarx... stay home to Slack i guess!! Alamakx... seems that most of my frens in MSN is going out today!! Y m i SO alone.. Shitx.. I hate TODAY the most!! Every one is busy.. n me... DOING NOTHING!!! No dinner for me today!! Oh shitx.. I think i'm gonna have aneroxic(i dunno how to spell la) soon! Skip today'x breakfast, lunch and dinner! N yesterday, i skipped breakfast n lunch! Jia lut liaox! I'm feeling weak!! Someone save me..!!

To dearie:

I need u now seriously! Missing u in every seconds or even less dan that! I really want to have fun wif u now.. Fighting, quarrelling and hugging is better than NOT seeing u at all!! Can u please be wif me now? I want u!!R u missing me now?? I noe u're irritated by this question aready BUT.. i seriously need to noe!! Hearing "Yes" from ur mouth just brighten up my day, SO can u please TELL me now?? I wanna hear that NOW!! Every sat suppose to be our HAPPY day but why are u AWAY?? I noe i'm selfish BUT cant u gimme just a minute of ur time?? I dun dare to cry in front of u today upon hearing that u DUN wanna meet me cause I dun wanna TROUBLE u anymore! So can u please show me some Concern?? Tears would continue till u're here wif me!




Saturday, September 11, 2004