WAs freaking pissed with dear. Expecting him to be here by 6pm and yet he'z still at home Sleeping at 6.30pm. Cabbed down to Jane'z place to pick her up then to town. Suppose to have SAKURA buffet but everyone was hard on cash and therefore resort into having crystal jade for dinner. WAs hungry like a buffalo after that run and I didnt even had a proper breakfast cum lunch and was thus feeling reaally hungry.

Watching movie later with *ahem*. It should be a feeling of excitement right now but why am I feeling not? Feel that therez a gap bet. me n him. Meet up last night wasnt that successful. I swear it was alright at first but after I saw that message.. I swear everyone could see my mood change. I hate it when I knew I was deceived. It obvious that you are hiding something from me.. and I know you like it that way so shall make it that way. Its like 10000 thorns piercing into my heart but yet i have to endure the pain and.. act as if nothing has happen cause it was meant to be a SECRET. *fuck*

I need love totally and not LIES. Stop forcing me to lie to u even more cause I doubt I can carry on such life. Knowing that I'm freaking pissed with u, you carry on with your sleep and treat it nothing has happen at all! Are you dumb or wat.. is that really your way to entertain me? You dun even know about my life.. not even my blog. You dont even know what I like and dislike.. ALL YOU KNOW is.. SLEEP and FUCK EVERYONE who wakes you up from your lalaland. WHAT about me? Eyebags surfacing ard my eye was due to you! Having to reply all you messages and call immediatly every night! SHIT... my love life SUCKs!

I dunno if any women feel the same as how I felt. Tell me wat i should do? FYPJ just bring my day down... I hate it!