Monday, January 17, 2005

After those SHoutinG, Banging my fist on the TabLE and Crying... I'm so happy to say itx WOrTH it!! Though i know Darling will Definitely FLARE his temper if he knowx I met up with this guy fren of mine.. STILL.. I went cause.. I was too freaking bored staying at home doing Nothing! DArling was like out with his BlaTherX to cut his hair n he didnt even care for me the Whole of sat n sun Morning at all! I got myself ready into my jeans n long sleeve shirt cause the weather was too windy n cooling n SO.. no short skirt n sleeveless fer me Furthermore.. I was supposed to GO play "pool" with him at boat quey area and so dressing mature is definitely a MUST! Took a long bus ride n that was when memories kept rushing into my head!! I TEAred in the bus!! On my way there.. I had a huge fight with darling through Sms BUt i tried to stay cool by messaging him That nothing will happen to me.. n allow him to stay out with his frenx BUT no matter wat i say.. NOthing just goes into his DAmn mind! He was JEAlous!! sighx.. doesnt he knowx that I was feeling exactly same as him when he'z out late with his frenx..!! SIghx... GUYX!! Met up with my fren.. n when we just abt to step into the pool center... WE check the price.... N it was a nicely $10.30 charge per hr n so.. we change our mind to Slack at some Coffee Shop instead! Well.. this guy fren of mine is like... SO damn mature now.. THAT... he is so SMART to bring me to... A coffee shop that is NEAR his WORKING place! He kept preaching me... YARx.. preach is the word to use here.. CAUSE... he NEVER give up! He wantx me to join his company so that I will b UNDER him n he will EARN if I sell a MAgnetic MAttress which is like... $1000 over dollerx!! Though i knoe.. THat there are pple who can really earn ALot there cause.. OF those SUPER ex car i saw parking there STILL... itx hard fer me.. cause.. MY dad will definitely Screw me if he finds out that I m working in a MLM firm!! AFter being BLUFFEd by him to his company to ATTEND the manager'z TALK...(THought i could run away with this cause.. it was just last mth when I turn down Lala'z recommendation), I immediatly ring darling up cause.. he missed call me WHen i'm attending that... POLIET taLK..!! I wasnt SUppose to Turn on my mobile n have to pay 100% attention... ITx worse than SCH!! Darling was of course angry with ME n watever i do just doesnt make him happy N so i agreed to MEet him up at his place!! Took a CAb down to his place n it cost me a nicely 7 buckx *Heart pain*! Darling doesnt want to SEE me.. n so i waited for him at his house downstair THINKING "Why m i in this stage now, this isnt ME in the past"! As i was wiping away my tears... HE came! WE went up to his place like a complete stranger.. (that was HOW WIERD)! Nothing came out of my mouth cause i just want to stay calm instead of shouting at him... aimlessly!! I sat real far away n thatx was when he knew something wasnt right! He ask me loadx of REdundant questions n all i could reply... was a YES or a NO!! He gave up... n SCOLDEd me.. n I shouted my feelings back to him too!! I just shout everything out from the bottom of my feelings towards him for the past few dayx.. n YES... we quarrelled in the end!! I walk away after telling him everything.. BUT.. he stop me! EVERything.. WAS fine right after that!! THANK GOD!! WE had our lovey dovey period n at abt 9pm... We went out to have HOKKIEN mee for dinner!! WE headed home in a deserted area(my idea) n in that deserted area... THere are rat running abt n WORST.. DEAD rat.. (i nearly had my feet onto IT)..and dead FROG!! EEEEkkkkxxx!!!

I'm really so happy that EVERYTHING is back to normal!! Well.. i just pray hard that nothing will obstruct our relationship ever AGAIN! I love him... n in return he loves me MORE.. THATx the pledge in my heart EVERY DAY! HAhaa.... n guess wat... He'x afraid of losing me too u noe...!! I'm so happy now!! ALrighty... itx time for SCH!! I shall go sch with a HAPPY mood now!! Tatax!!!!

Monday, January 17, 2005