Monday, October 24, 2005

I'm so farking pissed at work TODAY! Found out that I reached work early TODAY! TUition suppose to start at 5pm not 4.30pm! N i reached there like 3.30pm? N.. that teacher who was suppose to be in charge of class 2 was absent.. n I was like so bz preparing worksheets, tuition and THE CLASS! Aunty was like.. ordering me to do million n one thing as if I'm a robot! N FARK... a colleague of mine actually gave me a farking BLACK face cause she'z stress! WAT stress? Just because her students doesnt do their work and create noises? So is my class alright.. and at least aunty was kind enuff to take care of ur class while u went to PRINT ur damn notes.. whereas me.. I have to make sure the students are doing their work else aunty will blame me for not being efficient! Work suppose to end at 6pm but it ended at 7.30 instead... like.. HELLo... i work so much extra hours last week for FREE ok!! N now.. that i thought they are so kind to REPAY me my hours back.. I found out that its all a CHEAT! I'm working like so many more hrs than expected! I'm so gonna quit this job.. so damn much! Kids are nice.. but pple there are worst than creature! We are all adults.. cant we all have a happy n fun filling enviroment rather than a place to shout out ur lungs! I need a break to STOP those shouting! I cant stand most of the pple there! At times.. I really felt like crying if i were the students! Poor kids! Watched American next top model just now.. n hell did i cry for Naima for her achievement! I lurve her.. STIll.. i was sad that KayLean have to leave though she has the FIGURE and an innocent look! Gonna meet the gurls up.. n now.. my work has LAST min changes.. that makes me so damn farking pissed! They initially told me that one of the tuition is cancelled.. n now.. they say it MIGHT be on again! Like.. HELLO... I'm not ALWAYS free like the rest.. I've got my own personal life ok? I really felt bullied by some peeps there! I'm FED UP WITH THIS childcare man!!... Arhhhhzz!!! If only those baddies could leave this company.. n i can finally announce CLASS PEACE!!! Ahhhh!!!!

Monday, October 24, 2005

Was looking back all my testi when i realise ONE THING.. everyone thinks that I'm petite! M i really that petite? Still remembered one occasion when my english teacher used me as an example ont eh word ' PeTITE'. I was at first happy but when I read the true meaning..that means I'm small size and somehow or rather.. WEAK! I hate it this word so much cause seriously.. i dun think i can grow any more bigger unless i ate a big buffalo and gain like 20 or even 30kg which i think.. I WILL never do it! Have been falling sick for the past few days.. n my weight drops a nice 2kg! It may look perfect now on me but then once i again.. I'm PETITE! Sighx.. lets just pray that I will still grow a few cm taller! Gee...! Took 1 whole damn hr to bath just now.. cause i had some HAIR spa again in the toilet! My hair looks terrific now(kinda BHB right?)..no more split ends for the whole of next week or maybe who noes... the whole entire life? U guys should really pamper urself with Loreal Hair Spa! It makes ur hair.. a terrific one! Had my face mask again just now with Body shop mask! I'm FEELing so damn godness FRESH now! Sch gonna reopen.. and I'm gonna go for some major shopping with.. well.. guess no one will be free to be out spending cash so probably.. I will either go myself or with my darling! Gonna go for work later still.. sighx.. I'm really tired.. but at least they let me off after my tuition.. n that will probably be.. ermm..6pm? 3.30pm to 6pm! just 2 and the half hrs today..! N after that.. home sweet home for some Harry Potter reading! Steamboat tomorrow with the gurls after so long.. hope it will turn out well.. else... *sians*! Still gonna work on Tuesday and Wednesday.. Life is really miserable for me! *tired*!

Monday, October 24, 2005