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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Lets just start Bored! I was damn bored today as my besties didnt came to sch without informing me and therefore.. i was all alone by myself for the very first tutorial! Couldnt stand my boredness and therefore went home right after that! I wasnt feeling alright for the whole morning! Quarrelled with darling the whole of last nite.. cause hez going to MALAYSIA on monday till tuesday and i seriously dun really like that idea! No one will be going to see the fireworks with me on tuesday! I was ask to go malaysia with him too... but i doubt my dad will allow... furthermore.. its JB.. think he will probably kill me if i ask him. Just pray hard that he will reach home safely! Wasnt really myself today! Ran for 162 bus and it just drove pass me as if i'm invisible! Took 13 and waited damn long for 410! Damn sway today! Tired Slept late last nite and ended up with 2 black panda eyes this morning! Had my jap food that i tabao from sch and slept from 11 to 2pm! Was woken up by darling but didnt had the mood to talk to him yet. Nearly cried to sleep again but didnt cause.. ITS time to work! Wasnt really in the mood to go to work but.. sighx.. NO CHOICE! This is the longest work i eva done! 1 mth liaox! Dunno whether should i be happy or wat.. happy cause the kids are closer to me now le! They really brighten up my day every now and then.. but sighx.. itx other issue that makes me wonder if i should carry on anot! Shant talk abt it here as itx not appropriate. Happy Was walking out of the food junction when a cleaner came up to me and point at my bag. I thought that my bag was dirtied or so watever.. but NO... She was like... " AH GIRL.. ni de bag very nice lei.. ni mai duo shao qian " Shock as i was.. but replied in a nice tone... "bu chi dao.. mama mai ge wo de" She was really very interested in my bag as she flood me wif alot of questions. Alot of strangers have been complimenting my bag. EVEN teachers.. well... they complimented that my bag was... damn NIGHTCLUB la... then say they suit me.. like WTF! As i was walking past my sch, a grp of student was oogling at my bag and one came up to tell me that its nice! I was really shy... but felt SHIOK again! This time.. i really chose the right bag le!! *yippie* ! Students were behaving great today.. even the notorious one.. maybe cause they noe that i'm sick ba! Sad Felt really sad for the whole of today. I was really thinking hard if i should just give this relationship some freedom. I think i'm going back to my old self again. The one who this particular guy commented that i should not hold my love one so tight. His words had been on my mind till now but never had i done it yet. Sighx.. relationship is really giving me a problem. I seriously need a long break.. well... no.. we're not seperating but just... erm.. take a break?? I love him so much that i cant bear to lose him.. itz just a 2 days of not meeting(thats what i thought all day).. nothing.. much.. NO fear at all when he'z in malaysia... allow him to have his fun! I was thinking of these few sentance so hard that a car nearly bang me! ITx when i agreed to allow him to go that made me change my mind again! Haiya... GOD ah.. help me manx! Sighx... gtg play maple now... seeya!



Wednesday, August 03, 2005