Ok.. so here I am again to blog. But this post will definitely be a interesting one cause itz all abt my dad. Guess you guys might be wondering whatz with my dad and stuff yea.. here goes..
Since young.. daddy is like a status to call him. He will shower his love and concern only on weekends. He will bring us to cinemas and buy my sis and I some toys and that explains why my toys cupboard was flooded with babyface(if u know what toy is it gurls), monopoly and barbie dolls. If not for him.. there wont be these toys for us. My studies wasnt that great when I'm a kid.. and whenever I do get good grades for spelling or tests.. I always wait for his arrival home to sign my papers. But most of the times, itz just a phone call that arrives instead. Sis and I didnt really have the support we need. At the age of 8, there isnt anymore gifts from him until today. Not even birthday wishes were said to us during our bdays. Though our relationship was much bonded when we move into the condo, but still we were all in our own world doing our own stuff. Thoughts always come by me whenever I sees my frens chatting happily with their dad cause for me.. I can never ever do that.
Guess as I am getting older and more mature I HOPE.. my courage jsut gets stronger and also with the presence of god, my dear lord.. I tend to get bonded with my dad even stronger. Jokes that were used to be kept in m heart were all shared with my dearest daddy. On father's day itself.. I actually wanted to give him a treat but I have to attend church so I miss this opportunity to do so. STILL.. I wish him through sms
ME: Happy daddy's day. Thanks for being sucha great daddy
Him: You're welcome. I love you.
The power of the 3 words are damn strong to me. I nearly cry lar.. but I endure and smile to myself. I did not msg him back but.. actually.. I wanna tell him I love him too. Sigh.. my courage not that strong lar..
Though daddy has been a pest to me at times.. STILL he did a great job as a dad cause he....:
encourage me to carry on my studies and pays for it
Complain together abt jobs and their bosses
ALlow me to stay at dear's place
Allow dear to stay at my place and even buy breakfast for us
Teach me how to count mentally and also how to use the abacus
KNOW ALMOST everything... from electrical to computer to relationships and to cosmetics.
Buy us perfumes (not cheepo ones hor) like estee lauder, dior, issy miyake
He wears POLO RAlPH tees, GOLDLion shirt( he buys like nobody business), RENOMA underwear(hahahah), He owns a LV wallet too!
He sprays Hugo on himself
I lurve my daddy!