I felt rather pissed now. I hate myself at times. Yes.. though I may have the nicest and most WONDERFUL BOYFREN but apart from that. I just hate everything. I hate my dad.. I simply dun understand.. I'm already 21... why can't I just have the freedom to do what I want. Why must I report every single thing to you? I dun mind telling u the truth at times.. but the question u shoot me back and the reprimands u give me just gave me the shivers whenever I tells the truth. I dun understand.. Why is it that my sis can have her freedom during my age and yet I can't.
My mum is getting on my nerves too. She's over suspicious and I hate it so much when she nags the same STORY over and over again.
Still.. I loves her lot... but just.. CAN I HAVE A BREAK? I'm so in need of moving out of this stinky home. I wanna have my own life... FUCK!
The only way to forget all this pain.. is when I'm out. The more I splurge, the happier I am. But when I'm home.. EVERYTHING COMES BACK TO NORMAL. Why are parents such a BORE. I'm sure my dad is not worried my safety.. but more like.. being a CHAUVINIST dad.
AHhh... I wanna move out... FAST!!!!
tight on cash