Thursday, January 13, 2005

SO long nv update liaox.. guess u guyx must b WAITIng for one right?? Damn.. Life is like a ROLLERCOASTER ride fer me!! Relationship is getting from BAD to WORSE!! WHY why WHY?? Itx no longer a LOVEY DOVEY relationship BUT.. more like... a I'm-SO-busy kinda THINg?? I'm really not sure if it was MY fault or not.. BUT.. I apologised still... I can feel like.. I'm being neglected in a way or so..!! AM.. i just being STICKY to him?? SIghx.. I wish i could know the answer by now!! I can feel that ABSENCE when he'z out with his frenx! I miss HIm.. but.. does he too? Hearing him sayx "I MISS YOU" just makes me feel so touch even though he were to only cheer me up!! If i could TURn back time.. I would definitely treasure every single little bit RATHER than feeling SO useless now!! Thank GOd that at LEAST... i'm still SCHOOLING... cause there are nice pple LIKE... YOU you YOU..(you should noe WHO la... THE... FXXT plus an A)! Itx you buddy that CHeer me up in SCH... Esp Tiffi cause.. SHe'z ALways there with me in Lecture... listening to my EVER so.. Boring stories!! I simply Lurve her to bitx! Thankx to those in Msn who showed care n concern too yarx!

It was a nice day Today cause itx our 13 mth ANNIVERSARY! No quarrels was HEARED... was a good thing BUT.. no I love You messages was SEEN either in my sms BOx! Itx seriously SO noT him.. cause... He would always b the FIRST to send me n NOW... NOTHING! Sighx... ok... AT LEAST... he still rememberx IT.. n he sort OF... SURPRISE me with 2 BREAD TALK strawberry cake! I'm happy BUT.. the happiness is like.. SO different from the past! ITx.. very... quiet..! Sighx.. It was like... 3 weeks when we last step into places Like orchard road n city HALL!! I seriously Miss it alot!!! If he could sacrifice me for his frens.. could he sacrifice his frenx for me? Damnx... I seriously need the answer badly!!

Thursday, January 13, 2005