EX Boyfriend.

3 years of relationship we have been through.. wasnt a really easy one. We gone through many hardships and obsticals. Quarrels were normally harsh yet in a way SWEET cause it always ended us cuddling tgt and apologising. I always thought u're the MAN for me until when I realise what despicable things u have done to me. The lies u made.. were too much that I almost gone bonkers. Still remember how bad state I can be when I couldn't locate u at 5 in the morning for almost a week. Projects lies which I thought were true were all USED as lines in ur stories and I feel like a fool now to believe almost EVERYTIME! I couldnt believe myself to even ask u to take photos as evidence. I just couldnt believe how nuisence I can get for the 3 years. I even have to head down to MUSTAFA just to catch u with THAI girls instead of doing ur SO CALLED never ending PROJECT. I always tell myself u will change one day FOR ME.. but never will I get accurate on this. I always have sleepless night cause I always fear that u will sneak out every night. I even attempted suicide for u and stuff! I feel SO DUMB.. in fact VERY and thus I told myself.. I chose to hate u... esp. WHAT U ARE DOING NOW! After the breakup.. NOTHING goes into ur head! U are still doing stupid things which are somehow not RIGHT! If u think whatever u are doing now is so right.. then go ahead and do ur business for I have no position to talk sense to u anymore. I'm glad and happy with the distance we have now.

I'm really happy with my life now even though my bf isnt really available for me. I like the accompany I have and things I do. I'm always being reprimanded for neglecting friends for bf and I don't know how PRECIOUS friends can be. Especially.. Lisa who will be free most of the time to meet me up when my bf couldnt bk out... Huifang who don't mind the distance to come TPY to study with me.. Tiffany who will still meet me for shopping spree at times.. and baby's friends who will make me laugh like mad everytime we meet up. Virgin things like traveling overseas, watching movie and manicure session that I did with people like Lisa and banana and Huifang are like so fun and unforgettable. These are things that I will never notice how impt it can be without the presence of LIONEL LEE YONG YEE! It was you who taught me the importance of almost everything like FRIENDS.. STUDIES.. and bla bla bla! Though its just 2 mths of relationship.. but the things we did are like.. SO MANY la! I really love it so much when u thought abt crazy places to go when u're in ur dingy camp. Seriously.. I just dunno how will life be if not for u. 3 more days to our 3rd mth! Woo hoo!