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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Have been sleeping real late for the past few nights! Thinking really alot.. about my future and what I wanna do after I grad. Have been talking to him every night.. and felt very bad everytime I hang up the phone. Told him not to wait for me.. but he just insist on doing it! At first I thought he was just playing and fooling ard with me.. but not until I hear that voice message that he left for me in my mailbox! My sis kept telling me.. SO ... *TWEET* so *tweet* but I felt NOTHING but... *huh*! He will wanna buy me food every night and HOPING that I would sms him telling him that I'm hungry! But.. I just cant bare to do it lar! I simply dun understand why is it when a guy got what he wants, he just take it for granted but when he doesnt, he treasure it like a baby!

I know he would be getting something for me which is pretty expensive.. and I told him that I couldnt accept it because I may not give him anything at the end of it.. but he still went to find details on baby G, DkNY and even gucci watches every now and then. :( I told him almost every night that I lurve my bf loads but he still keeps saying.. HE WILL WAIT!

All I can say is.. I'm a gurl afterall.. and I'm definitely touched by what you have done! THough like wat u said.. TOUCHED doesnt mean love still.. I APPRECIATE what you ahve done. I really felt very very bad when you actually came down the other time with roti prata at 1am when you saw my msn nick saying that I'm craving for prata. I felt even worse when you came down for nothing cause I wasnt home at that time. The voice mail, thoughts, sms and phone call does make me realise that you're for real this time and not for any bets or anything BUT.. I'm sad to say that.. I really lurve my bf loads. I may not predict the future but for now.. I just wanna be with my baby till old. I really don't wish that you and I will be enemies forever so.. I really do hope that u may find another person to replace me..




Tuesday, January 16, 2007