I hate it so much when I'm studying and it RAINING! The study mood just depreciates whenever the rain goes from a drizzle to a downpour. I feel so sleepy and yes.. I SLEPT which I really shouldnt even think about it. THe whole of today.. I studied like.. only 1.5 chapters AGAIN! And.. fark it.. I dun even understand a single shit. The ratio analysis sucks.. SO MANY formula to remember! My whole hands are filled with ink marks cause.. I have to highlight and write it like almost 100 times! FINALLY... I gave up! So wanted to take a good break by meeting someone up to probably take some fresh air.. BUT NO ONE is FREE! And I swear I'm farking stress now.. my hands are trembling hard now.. and this always happens when I'm very stress! I felt like crying at some point of time when I really couldnt get anything into my FARKING brain. My temper got up real bad that I get so frustrated when mummy irritates me. I talk less that 10 words at home. I threw my tantrum at my student who really got me on my nerves. OH NO... can someone please save me from this agony.
WEekends better be great.. I'm so gonna have 2 days break from all this shit. How I wish.. I have frens like my poly mates.. at least.. we could meet up during exam break to chit chat a little.. and party like crazy when papers are done. Not that I can't now but.. sigh.. DUN WISH TO TALK ABT IT! -to be rescued-
Thursday, October 18, 2007