Friday, June 10, 2005

Love love...love! Why must it be so complicating? Why cant i get a stable relationship whereby everyone loves him? Realise that sister doesnt really like him that much and she even have a great chat with me! Well... i somehow or rather felt that wat my sis had said is pretty true! A guy should be resposible and have a good future! Itx not that HE isnt responsible but itx really true that he'z still young to KNOW wat RESPONSIBLE is! I'm confused! Mummy is now complaining abt HIM again! They think that he'z too young for me! Well.. i seriously dunno! All i can say is.. LET love lead the way! I dunno if i'm regret! Is looks really that important? Money? or.. Responsible? I really think that religion does matter too! Mummy dun really like the idea that he'z a christian and he'z young! But she knows that HE can never take it if i were to voice out! In another words.. she'z afraid that HE isn't the right guy cause he has yet NS to serve! Being younger.. he could not think the future well and plan it! I really dunno! Haben been contacting him much since this morning! I lurve him but will he love me more than he love me? Will he protect me if anything goes wrong? i seriously have no idea! Though itx 1.6 mthx BUT i have never seen him protect me in any issue yet! Let time show me the right of living!*soB*

Friday, June 10, 2005